16 just held such better days
Things are finally falling into place. After 4 years of mourning. I had to go through a relationship smeared with drugs and lies. I dont regret anything ive done. I had to go through that to get to where i am. As long as i have my family.
Day 1 of recovery:
I had the strangest dream last night. It started off camping. I found out my friend Bailey made out with Vince [the kid i liked].. 3 times. So i went up and punched her in the face. Then got her on the ground and started beating the shit out of her. It was like, for once, i wasnt a pussy. Then i found out another girl made out with him, so i punched her in the face and kept walking. And another fucking girl did too, but i went after him at that point. Then i was like, fuck it. Im gonna go for his best friend :] Hahahah. Okay, so for the most part that dream was over. My next dream, i married Sal.... hmmm. Alot of stuff happened, but im gonna leave out all the details. It was just so cute, i kept jumping on him and kissing him. We were cute and in love for once. And my family was cool with it. I mean, i got married at fucking 17. Hahahah, weird d00d. Then we got our own apartment and i fixed it up and shit. I made a baby room [hint hint] and we just pretty much had sex all day long. It was pretty cool. I dont know what any of this means though...
How come i lose guys to the ugly, slutty girls.
THEY DONT EVEN PUT OUT, WHAT DO THEY SEE IN THEM?!
I dont get it..
Day 1 of recovery:
I had the strangest dream last night. It started off camping. I found out my friend Bailey made out with Vince [the kid i liked].. 3 times. So i went up and punched her in the face. Then got her on the ground and started beating the shit out of her. It was like, for once, i wasnt a pussy. Then i found out another girl made out with him, so i punched her in the face and kept walking. And another fucking girl did too, but i went after him at that point. Then i was like, fuck it. Im gonna go for his best friend :] Hahahah. Okay, so for the most part that dream was over. My next dream, i married Sal.... hmmm. Alot of stuff happened, but im gonna leave out all the details. It was just so cute, i kept jumping on him and kissing him. We were cute and in love for once. And my family was cool with it. I mean, i got married at fucking 17. Hahahah, weird d00d. Then we got our own apartment and i fixed it up and shit. I made a baby room [hint hint] and we just pretty much had sex all day long. It was pretty cool. I dont know what any of this means though...
How come i lose guys to the ugly, slutty girls.
THEY DONT EVEN PUT OUT, WHAT DO THEY SEE IN THEM?!
I dont get it..