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Author: glitchy_fic
Title: Fields Of Innocence
Characters/Pairings: Sark centric
Author's Notes: This songfic was written way back when. Feedback is of course still muchly appreciated. Fields of Innocence is a song by Evanescence.
I still remember the world
From the eyes of a child
Never when I was Julian did I believe that my life would end up being the meaningless shell it is now. Growing up, everything was good and no real evil could touch me. Now only known as Mr. Sark, I have become the evil.
Slowly those feelings
Were clouded by what I know now
I can't escape the man I have become. The horrors I have seen and committed make it impossible. I know what man does once they grow up. The innocence that I had as a child is now gone from me forever. It was taken at a young age.
Where has my heart gone
An uneven trade for the real world
Heartless, ruthless, unfeeling I have become. Gone from me are loving and being loved. In exchange for my heart I became what I am now; a monster, a trained assassin. It wasn't a fair bargain, but nonetheless I must accept who I am.
I want to go back to
Believing in everything and knowing nothing at all
What could I possibly have gained in learning about evil? Ignorance could have been my bliss. Allowing myself to be deceived, just to retain my innocence. But could I ever go back? Would I be content in not knowing the truth, the reality?
I still remember the sun
Always warm on my back
Somehow it seems colder now
Ever since I became who I am, it never ceases to be cold. Gone from me the warmth of ignorant bliss. In it's place a cold terror, which penetrates every aspect of my being. I have evolved so much that I can no longer feel warmth. All that is around me is bitter cold.
Where has my heart gone
Trapped in the eyes of a stranger
How was I lured into this life? Was it the need for attention? My heart has proven to be my downfall. The love for power, the greed for money, the complete stranger ready to accept me. Now nothing can please me. It no longer is enough for my greedy heart.
I want to go back to
Believing in everything
Cold days like these bring to memory flashbacks of how I used to be. Wild and carefree. Ignorance was bliss and on some lonely nights like tonight I wish for nothing less than to go back to my field of innocence.
Title: Fields Of Innocence
Characters/Pairings: Sark centric
Author's Notes: This songfic was written way back when. Feedback is of course still muchly appreciated. Fields of Innocence is a song by Evanescence.
I still remember the world
From the eyes of a child
Never when I was Julian did I believe that my life would end up being the meaningless shell it is now. Growing up, everything was good and no real evil could touch me. Now only known as Mr. Sark, I have become the evil.
Slowly those feelings
Were clouded by what I know now
I can't escape the man I have become. The horrors I have seen and committed make it impossible. I know what man does once they grow up. The innocence that I had as a child is now gone from me forever. It was taken at a young age.
Where has my heart gone
An uneven trade for the real world
Heartless, ruthless, unfeeling I have become. Gone from me are loving and being loved. In exchange for my heart I became what I am now; a monster, a trained assassin. It wasn't a fair bargain, but nonetheless I must accept who I am.
I want to go back to
Believing in everything and knowing nothing at all
What could I possibly have gained in learning about evil? Ignorance could have been my bliss. Allowing myself to be deceived, just to retain my innocence. But could I ever go back? Would I be content in not knowing the truth, the reality?
I still remember the sun
Always warm on my back
Somehow it seems colder now
Ever since I became who I am, it never ceases to be cold. Gone from me the warmth of ignorant bliss. In it's place a cold terror, which penetrates every aspect of my being. I have evolved so much that I can no longer feel warmth. All that is around me is bitter cold.
Where has my heart gone
Trapped in the eyes of a stranger
How was I lured into this life? Was it the need for attention? My heart has proven to be my downfall. The love for power, the greed for money, the complete stranger ready to accept me. Now nothing can please me. It no longer is enough for my greedy heart.
I want to go back to
Believing in everything
Cold days like these bring to memory flashbacks of how I used to be. Wild and carefree. Ignorance was bliss and on some lonely nights like tonight I wish for nothing less than to go back to my field of innocence.