Nov 25, 2007 19:38
Gragh.
It's too early for Christmas. Last night I made a vow not to participate with anything until December so I could enjoy my non-seasonal feelings without bugging anyone else. Then my mom decided to put up all our decorations today.
And I'm depressed again. For the same reason as the beginning of the tri: all my closest friends have significant others. This then makes me feel like the third wheel of life. Well, actually, more like I'm getting repeatedly run over by a wheel, but...
Can't solve this one like I did last time either. It was cruel, mean, hurt both of them, and proves a temporary fix.
Shit.
highschool,
life?