I need a kick to the head if this is depressing me...
Poker this summer's been great... at least if I were to measure it by success. Sadly, the two people I was planning to hang out with most of this summer have up and left.
I'm trying to watch my weight, so I've deleted all the pizza numbers from my cellphone - one pizza is way too much for one person, and I'm incapable of splitting it up over a couple days. Honestly, eating for one has to be the most depressing thing in the history of ever. Aside from the fact that it's lonely, you can't even order just one item from most places, so it often ends up being junk food. To be fair, I haven't eaten by myself yet... I just haven't eaten since she left yesterday.
Poker's a poor way to pass the time. Sure, it's kinda fun to win $500 - then I close my laptop, and then wait for the celebration. Sadly, aside from the numbers that were on my screen just moments ago, nothing has changed. Here I am, still sitting in my underwear, a little bit hungry, and wishing I weren't alone. So I open it up again, and see if the next $500 will make a difference. Nope.
I wish she were here.
I'm trying to watch my weight, so I've deleted all the pizza numbers from my cellphone - one pizza is way too much for one person, and I'm incapable of splitting it up over a couple days. Honestly, eating for one has to be the most depressing thing in the history of ever. Aside from the fact that it's lonely, you can't even order just one item from most places, so it often ends up being junk food. To be fair, I haven't eaten by myself yet... I just haven't eaten since she left yesterday.
Poker's a poor way to pass the time. Sure, it's kinda fun to win $500 - then I close my laptop, and then wait for the celebration. Sadly, aside from the numbers that were on my screen just moments ago, nothing has changed. Here I am, still sitting in my underwear, a little bit hungry, and wishing I weren't alone. So I open it up again, and see if the next $500 will make a difference. Nope.
I wish she were here.