Aug 15, 2005 00:51
wow.
tonite was one of the best nites of my entire life. after work i went and got kris and andrea then we picked up rob r. we decided to go to royal oak and chill for a bit. andrea got coffee and we just hung out around there for a while then of course we went to TB because its the best place in the world and we go there every single time we hang out lol. (do you want beans on that?)haha. then we went back to kris's house for a bit and i just got home from dropping rob off. but you know what the best part of my entire nite was? THE DRIVING! on the way home from TB we were all sitting in the car listening to johnny cash and taking back sunday (among many others) and we were all singing and having a great time then kris looks at me and goes this is the best time and i was just about to say the same thing. i love those times in life when everything is perfect. no drama no trouble its just you and your best friends being together. i wish those moments could last forever and then i dont because if they did they wouldnt be anywhere near as amazing as they really are. those three kids are 3 of my best friends in the entire world and i wouldnt have wanted to spend the nite with anyone else. i love hanging out with them and i love being crazy with them. i love singing with them and i love just being around them but most of all I LOVE THEM! with every inch of my heart i love them and i hope that we stay friends forever because honestly they are more then just friends. they are my family and i will never forget the things that they have done for me or the times that i have shared with them. these are the memories that i want to keep for the rest of my life and i owe it all to you. I LOVE YOU GUYS!
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its times like those that make me realize how much this summer has meant to me. i never used to go out because i never really had any great friends. this summer has had an amazing impact on my life. i have changed so much in the last few months it is unbelievable. when i go back to school i am going to be a completely different person then people remember. this summer has taught me not to put up with stupid peoples bullshit. its going to be my senior year of highschool and after this i will probably never see anyone from there again (except for a few select people) so this year as much as i hate to say it. im gonna be a bitch. i honestly dont care what anyone thinks this year. if anyone has anything to say then fuck them. i will say shit straight to their face because i am not afraid anymore. actually i kind of want someone to say something to me just so i can beat the hell out of them. i dont care anymore. none of them are worth it and i wish it wouldnt have taken me so long to figure out but now that i have. watch out cuz im done. im just done. and it makes me happier then ever.