I don't know anymore
I hate the feeling of when you think you're doing pretty good in your classes for your major and then you get really frustrated at one assignment and here how everyone elses mediocre work is awesome and then when he got to mine which I worked on for hours upon hours since I have slight problems but obviously I did the most challenging ones, I hardly get any comments.
I fell like in this profession of Graphic Design, even though I really want to do animation and special effects, you have to already know what you're doing in it before even taking any of the classes. It's really heartbreaking, to me. I'm such a hard worker and I always want to do the best work out of everyone in my classes that when I feel the slightest bit of being the worst out of everyone, even the one old lady whos in here and she got compliments, I take it really harshly. I'm sitting in class right now and I just want to get up and leave because I don't want to be here. I feel like crying, I feel like a failure even though this is probably the only project I'm probably not going to get a good grade on. I feel like maybe I even got myself into something I will never be able to excel in.
For some weird reason, I know that I might be so far ahead of alot of people in scholastic and school standings but I also feel so far behind in what is in store for myself after school. I guess what I can say is, I'm scared.
I fell like in this profession of Graphic Design, even though I really want to do animation and special effects, you have to already know what you're doing in it before even taking any of the classes. It's really heartbreaking, to me. I'm such a hard worker and I always want to do the best work out of everyone in my classes that when I feel the slightest bit of being the worst out of everyone, even the one old lady whos in here and she got compliments, I take it really harshly. I'm sitting in class right now and I just want to get up and leave because I don't want to be here. I feel like crying, I feel like a failure even though this is probably the only project I'm probably not going to get a good grade on. I feel like maybe I even got myself into something I will never be able to excel in.
For some weird reason, I know that I might be so far ahead of alot of people in scholastic and school standings but I also feel so far behind in what is in store for myself after school. I guess what I can say is, I'm scared.