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Full of words today….
And WTF am I supposed to do about this dating thing?
I’ve met 3 people from online and I’ve had 2 “dates” the first was just for coffee and I met this guy and he was OK but not really my type and I basically bitched at him for HOURS about my life and casey and how everything sucked and he sat there and listened to me. And I figure this should scare any sane person away right? Well it didn’t. He KEEPS texting and calling and asking how my day is and I wouldn’t even mind being his friend except I’m not really interested in him. He’s lonely and its almost scary and I look at what he says to me and I think “wow, I’m such a hypocrite” because he says things like “hey babe, its lunch time, just checkin in with you. whats been going on today?” and I don’t’ know why but it just creeps me out.
The other guy met me (refused to pick me up) at the porter beer bar. Started making comments before we even ordered about “well, I didn’t expect to spend that much” (duh, the menu is online) then asks me how much to tip… then we go to metalsome and I had HIM order the drinks cuz I didn’t want to be accused of anything. Well, it was a mistake to take a date to metalsome, I think it’s a mistake for me to GO to metalsome. I drank, a lot. I don’t’ think dude even paid for most of it. He says “guys were buying you all these shots” So obviously I couldn’t drive home and he stayed in my spare room (thank god cuz I don’t even remember that part) and he took me to get my car the next day. I left my metalsome book in his car (mostly cuz I wasn’t sure if I got one or if it was his!) and he tried to call while I was at brunch with case. He got online briefly last night and told me he had the book. I was tired. On the trip to get my car he kept saying “if we end up together” and “if this works out” and stuff like that and THAT creeped me out.
I am obviously the worlds biggest hypocrite because I know I probably do things JUST LIKE that. Both of these guys were nice, but I can’t even tell you why I’m not into either of them. They aren’t casey.
And WTF am I supposed to do about this dating thing?
I’ve met 3 people from online and I’ve had 2 “dates” the first was just for coffee and I met this guy and he was OK but not really my type and I basically bitched at him for HOURS about my life and casey and how everything sucked and he sat there and listened to me. And I figure this should scare any sane person away right? Well it didn’t. He KEEPS texting and calling and asking how my day is and I wouldn’t even mind being his friend except I’m not really interested in him. He’s lonely and its almost scary and I look at what he says to me and I think “wow, I’m such a hypocrite” because he says things like “hey babe, its lunch time, just checkin in with you. whats been going on today?” and I don’t’ know why but it just creeps me out.
The other guy met me (refused to pick me up) at the porter beer bar. Started making comments before we even ordered about “well, I didn’t expect to spend that much” (duh, the menu is online) then asks me how much to tip… then we go to metalsome and I had HIM order the drinks cuz I didn’t want to be accused of anything. Well, it was a mistake to take a date to metalsome, I think it’s a mistake for me to GO to metalsome. I drank, a lot. I don’t’ think dude even paid for most of it. He says “guys were buying you all these shots” So obviously I couldn’t drive home and he stayed in my spare room (thank god cuz I don’t even remember that part) and he took me to get my car the next day. I left my metalsome book in his car (mostly cuz I wasn’t sure if I got one or if it was his!) and he tried to call while I was at brunch with case. He got online briefly last night and told me he had the book. I was tired. On the trip to get my car he kept saying “if we end up together” and “if this works out” and stuff like that and THAT creeped me out.
I am obviously the worlds biggest hypocrite because I know I probably do things JUST LIKE that. Both of these guys were nice, but I can’t even tell you why I’m not into either of them. They aren’t casey.