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so it's been 9 days since i talked to the boyfriend. the last time i saw and talked to him he'd told me he lost his cell phone charger...which is fine i understand that, well actually i don't understand how someone loses a cell phone charger...but whatever. when he was leaving he gave me a kiss and hug goodbye and told me he'd call or text me later, but that never happened...a few days went by and i sent him a message on myspace...he read it...but didn't reply...in that message i included my phone number cuz if his phone was dead he wouldn't have access to it, i included it in hopes that he would call me from someone else's phone...however, i would have been ok with just a simple reply to the message...but the reply didn't happen, and neither did the phone call. over the course of last week i made a few attempts to call him to see if he'd purchased a new charger, they're not that expensive, but each time i called it went straight to voicemail. i never left a message...i called on sunday and it actually rang, but he didn't answer, again i didn't leave a voicemail. i've seriously been biting my tongue and exhibiting some serious self control. i want to call him and leave a message for him. this message will say "i can take a hint, but what i don't get is why you aren't man enough to actually break up with me"
i really do hate boys, but not enough to go lesbian.
he didn't exhibit any sign that this was going to happen, i mean he told me he'd call or text me later...but now it's been 9 days and i'm giving up on him. at the same time i haven't called and left that message cuz there's still a small part of me that hopes that i'm over-reacting. maybe i'll call one more time. if he doesn't answer this time, then i'll call in a couple days and leave that message. because if i'm single again i need to know. i'm not going to wait around for a boy that can't even take 2 minutes to reply to a myspace message. i wish i could say i was disappointed or sad or even heartbroken, but really at this point i'm just pissed off
i really do hate boys, but not enough to go lesbian.
he didn't exhibit any sign that this was going to happen, i mean he told me he'd call or text me later...but now it's been 9 days and i'm giving up on him. at the same time i haven't called and left that message cuz there's still a small part of me that hopes that i'm over-reacting. maybe i'll call one more time. if he doesn't answer this time, then i'll call in a couple days and leave that message. because if i'm single again i need to know. i'm not going to wait around for a boy that can't even take 2 minutes to reply to a myspace message. i wish i could say i was disappointed or sad or even heartbroken, but really at this point i'm just pissed off