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I feel like an HORRIBLE friend. And that's putting it mildly. My phone died last night around 10. I fell on my already sore wrist, so I went in to make sure it was just sprained, not anything else (there was swelling, and lots of pain when I had to move it- just a bad sprain). I came home and didn't think to plug my phone in. I honestly forgot that it wasn't on. I also forgot that today was Sunday.
I am supposed to have Logan on Sundays.
This entire day has been spent on the couch with Reese. We're both sick. She's got a constantly runny nose, it really grumpy, probably has a mild fever, and is clingy and upset because she can't nurse (I don't have milk left, dry nursing leaves me in excruciating pain for days. Poor kiddo.) And when she coughs the sound varies from a barking seal to a wet hacking. I just have a mild cold, but feeling really short of breath and rundown.
I just plugged my phone in. And there was a text from Cassie at 11pm last night telling me her mom had Logan and to call her mom in the morning when I was ready for him.
Cue me feeling like a stinky pile of shit right here.
And to make it worse, Reese is tired and won't sleep because my dad is here helping Kelton finish the tub. The girls and I stink (me from just being hot and sweaty sleeping with a feverish toddler, them from being at my MILs house that has more smoke than a casino full of old people) and we can't take showers until tomorrow. Reese is clinging to me, but mad when I touch her. She says she's hungry (gung-eee), but won't eat anything. Asks for a drink, but won't take one.
Where's a hole I can crawl into?
I am supposed to have Logan on Sundays.
This entire day has been spent on the couch with Reese. We're both sick. She's got a constantly runny nose, it really grumpy, probably has a mild fever, and is clingy and upset because she can't nurse (I don't have milk left, dry nursing leaves me in excruciating pain for days. Poor kiddo.) And when she coughs the sound varies from a barking seal to a wet hacking. I just have a mild cold, but feeling really short of breath and rundown.
I just plugged my phone in. And there was a text from Cassie at 11pm last night telling me her mom had Logan and to call her mom in the morning when I was ready for him.
Cue me feeling like a stinky pile of shit right here.
And to make it worse, Reese is tired and won't sleep because my dad is here helping Kelton finish the tub. The girls and I stink (me from just being hot and sweaty sleeping with a feverish toddler, them from being at my MILs house that has more smoke than a casino full of old people) and we can't take showers until tomorrow. Reese is clinging to me, but mad when I touch her. She says she's hungry (gung-eee), but won't eat anything. Asks for a drink, but won't take one.
Where's a hole I can crawl into?