Writer's block, not really.
This time it's not like there is no inspiration, quite the opposite, I've got loads of things in my mind, but not sure how to turn them into words.
The big issue with me writing RPS, I want them to be "real", to be special. When I write a fiction about Jimmy and Robert, I want them to be "Jimmy and Robert", not any character which will fit into any slash scene.
Sometimes I got the feeling that I'm trapped in my own preceived frame, but I can't decide it's a good or bad thing. Anyway I'm writing RPS, "real person", yeah. So to me it doesn't make much sense to only write some sweet slutty slash soap opera, does it?
And being a non-native speaker surely doesn't help. I always have to struggle a lot to get the words, and I can never be sure of that, which bothers me to no end. I guess I really need more reading. Being familiar with the Sonnets of Shakespeare doesn't seem to help much, either, LOL.
Maybe I should try to write something in German to see how it would turn out.
The big issue with me writing RPS, I want them to be "real", to be special. When I write a fiction about Jimmy and Robert, I want them to be "Jimmy and Robert", not any character which will fit into any slash scene.
Sometimes I got the feeling that I'm trapped in my own preceived frame, but I can't decide it's a good or bad thing. Anyway I'm writing RPS, "real person", yeah. So to me it doesn't make much sense to only write some sweet slutty slash soap opera, does it?
And being a non-native speaker surely doesn't help. I always have to struggle a lot to get the words, and I can never be sure of that, which bothers me to no end. I guess I really need more reading. Being familiar with the Sonnets of Shakespeare doesn't seem to help much, either, LOL.
Maybe I should try to write something in German to see how it would turn out.