what a life

Jul 06, 2002 00:09

i guess its a time for me to grow up, i have been watching the things around me, and for some reason, i can't find my happy place.

my 4th was a little on the interesting side, beside the fact i was at the dyke house, with a bunch i crazy guys setting of fireworks, one come so close to hitting di and myself that i almost wet myself.

i still have not heard anything from valencia, its starting to drive me mad, cause i have no idea what to do. cate and i are going to LA in augest to stay with her sister. she works in the film deparment, along with her husband, and they said they would be more than glad to give me a hand. i just think i might take that hand.

i sawl an old friend when i was in ft lauderdale and it was kinda interesting, i never even knew she was gay, lol go figure. a kid that i hung out with in high school was shot last nigt and killed, kinda fucked up to tell you the truth- he was tripping on acid and flipping out and the person he was with shot him, kinda makes you wonder who you want to hang out with?

its been a crazy week. i really miss sunny. i find myself losing the people that are close to me, the people who took my heart. i know that these people just come and go, but its the ones we remember that hurt, cause we remember the great times and start to get sad and wish they were around.

well thats enough for now, don't want everyone to know about my life
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