WORKING ON MY LOG
Well it looks like I still have a wait as far as getting better goes. It has been this way since 2010. It's getting really tiresome to not be in control of my life. Almost every morning I have the sensation of rolling very fast to my left and I have even gone so far as to get a cushion for the floor next to my bed. because I am afraid that one of these days I will fall out of bed. I have had good experiences with nurses named Irena. I have had a couple of nurses with that name and both were hot as hell. I often have very immersive delusions at times. In one case, I imagined that an ex-girlfriend of mine was posting to my Facebook and that she would come to my hospital room late one night and I imagined that she planned to do me harm or kill me. But she never posted on my Facebook at all. As it turns out she never really had anything against me so I have wasted almost 20 years thinking she had some grudge against me. But it was all in my head.
I also have misaligned eyes now. and can't blink my right eye because the bottom lid doesn't close. In addition my right foot looks like a swim fin. It grew about one size so now I am not sure if all my DocMartins will fit. But my vision has actually improved at least in my left eye and I rarely wear glasses any more. I am wondering though, are the eyes and the foot going to impair my skateboarding when I get better.
I have lost two friends but regained one which was cool because we've known each other for 27 years or so. I have not walked since 2010. and I am hoping that I will walk sooner by going to my trainer but my mom keeps cancelling it because I get sick. I was in and out of the hospital for about 2 years and during one such visit to the hospital I had a very attractive Asian nurse named Suzanna and that made me think of my friend Suzie whose full name is Susana. and it was around this time that I got back online.
Lately I've been watching Bates Motel. It is a pretty interesting reimagining of the Norman Bates / Norma Bates relationship among other things. That has been a good distraction.
My right arm has been pretty spastic for a few years now. It's extremely frustrating. Most of body parts don't work as well as I'd like them to. I can't even type this now. My dad is typing it for me while I get medicine from a nurse I have. My eyelashes and eyebrows have grown longer. And I need to wear hearing aides. My upper canine teethe have somehow broken. I'm not sure when or how.
For almost 3 months I was in a coma type state. Apparently my eyes were open and I retained some of what I saw and it got incorporated into dreams I was having. I thought I would get better by Christmas of 2010, but as you probably can tell I still have a ways to go. Getting better is taking a lot of work and as things have turned out I have really gone through the looking glass. I am closer to my parents. They aren't as bad as I thought. And while I spent most of my time wishing I lived anywhere but Heisson, now I am dying to go back to Heisson. I think this is a first in history. I also have a skateboard with a cat scan of my brain on it. That is gnarly dude. I am going to cut this short. I just wanted to use my LiveJournal, because it's been a while. I usually post on my Facebook account so you can usually catch me there. I am under my stage name Carroll Kraston.
Sincerely,
Flipper
I also have misaligned eyes now. and can't blink my right eye because the bottom lid doesn't close. In addition my right foot looks like a swim fin. It grew about one size so now I am not sure if all my DocMartins will fit. But my vision has actually improved at least in my left eye and I rarely wear glasses any more. I am wondering though, are the eyes and the foot going to impair my skateboarding when I get better.
I have lost two friends but regained one which was cool because we've known each other for 27 years or so. I have not walked since 2010. and I am hoping that I will walk sooner by going to my trainer but my mom keeps cancelling it because I get sick. I was in and out of the hospital for about 2 years and during one such visit to the hospital I had a very attractive Asian nurse named Suzanna and that made me think of my friend Suzie whose full name is Susana. and it was around this time that I got back online.
Lately I've been watching Bates Motel. It is a pretty interesting reimagining of the Norman Bates / Norma Bates relationship among other things. That has been a good distraction.
My right arm has been pretty spastic for a few years now. It's extremely frustrating. Most of body parts don't work as well as I'd like them to. I can't even type this now. My dad is typing it for me while I get medicine from a nurse I have. My eyelashes and eyebrows have grown longer. And I need to wear hearing aides. My upper canine teethe have somehow broken. I'm not sure when or how.
For almost 3 months I was in a coma type state. Apparently my eyes were open and I retained some of what I saw and it got incorporated into dreams I was having. I thought I would get better by Christmas of 2010, but as you probably can tell I still have a ways to go. Getting better is taking a lot of work and as things have turned out I have really gone through the looking glass. I am closer to my parents. They aren't as bad as I thought. And while I spent most of my time wishing I lived anywhere but Heisson, now I am dying to go back to Heisson. I think this is a first in history. I also have a skateboard with a cat scan of my brain on it. That is gnarly dude. I am going to cut this short. I just wanted to use my LiveJournal, because it's been a while. I usually post on my Facebook account so you can usually catch me there. I am under my stage name Carroll Kraston.
Sincerely,
Flipper