oh my gawd, game over man, game over!!
Today has officially not been good. It hasn't been terrible, but just very unsatisfying. I really can't pinpoint the reason, I think it's just one of those days where all I can do is say "this too shall pass" and simply give it time. Everything is just really numb right now, I'm not thinking straight yet nothing is really wrong. I'm just not particularly happy and I'm still annoyed that I have this DAMN cold! I'm not meaning to make this a bitching/emo post, but I felt like maybe writing about it would help. Since I'm not feeling great right now, I'm going to try to list a few things that I am thankful about just to do so. Maybe I'll feel better by the end of this.
A list to look at and realize that this stupid mood means nothing when I have all of this to be grateful for:
-Many good friends of all different mindsets, I thank many of you for being so kind to me. I'm here for any of you.
-The many great compliments I receive from people, can never get enough.
-311- 3-11 Day is approaching and it's fun having nights in which I realize again and again how much good has come of my love of 311. I probably wouldn't be as optimistic and caring of a person if it wasn't for them. (I don't give all credit to them, many things have influenced my approach towards life, but they have had an amazingly strong impact on me, not serving as just a typical rock band)
-Music - such a powerful thing in my life, enough said.
-My parents - year by year I realize just how beautiful my parents are. I have so much freedom and trust with them. I need to begin doing many more things to pay them back. I owe them so much.
-My sister - Great advice, great listener, I need to hang out with her more often.
-The fact that nothing is ever set and that endless possibilities await. Any minute my whole life could change for the better or worse.
-The attempt in trying to make each day very special and bring happiness into peoples lives, I have some kind of drive to do that, I don't know where it comes from. Some days I'm weak, but I try to remain strong and bring fulfillment to my day as well as others.
So much more, but I'll leave it at that for now.
The best and most hilarious thing is that this little night will not matter later on.
"Give thanks and praise for good things you found
humble people not ashamed nor proud
and always try to keep your feet on the ground
and love yourself"
311 - Running
Yay for attempting to cheer myself up in a Live Journal post. Loser? Yep!
A list to look at and realize that this stupid mood means nothing when I have all of this to be grateful for:
-Many good friends of all different mindsets, I thank many of you for being so kind to me. I'm here for any of you.
-The many great compliments I receive from people, can never get enough.
-311- 3-11 Day is approaching and it's fun having nights in which I realize again and again how much good has come of my love of 311. I probably wouldn't be as optimistic and caring of a person if it wasn't for them. (I don't give all credit to them, many things have influenced my approach towards life, but they have had an amazingly strong impact on me, not serving as just a typical rock band)
-Music - such a powerful thing in my life, enough said.
-My parents - year by year I realize just how beautiful my parents are. I have so much freedom and trust with them. I need to begin doing many more things to pay them back. I owe them so much.
-My sister - Great advice, great listener, I need to hang out with her more often.
-The fact that nothing is ever set and that endless possibilities await. Any minute my whole life could change for the better or worse.
-The attempt in trying to make each day very special and bring happiness into peoples lives, I have some kind of drive to do that, I don't know where it comes from. Some days I'm weak, but I try to remain strong and bring fulfillment to my day as well as others.
So much more, but I'll leave it at that for now.
The best and most hilarious thing is that this little night will not matter later on.
"Give thanks and praise for good things you found
humble people not ashamed nor proud
and always try to keep your feet on the ground
and love yourself"
311 - Running
Yay for attempting to cheer myself up in a Live Journal post. Loser? Yep!