Jul 26, 2007 09:56
no matter how i try to make it beautiful to me
no matter how far i drive or dream to try and find the art in this placex
its disgusting here
there is nothing but concrete and smog and angry traffic and bad memories and even worse new memories
i want to go home
I WANT TO GO HOME
i want to swim in the deliciously cold springs and hike along the belt until i find that perfect little spot that i crawl up to and sit in and meditate for a while
i want to hit sixth street with kate dressed up like sluttly super hero girls...
i want to create art with all of the beautiful people who want to create art with me
i want to go to any of the numerous coffee shops with my friends and drink and talk for hours on end
i want to roll dice weekly
i want to get the rest of my tattoos from artists that are actually artists and not the people i have found here
i want to be with my godbaby
blech
today is starting off strangely lacrimous
boo today
bring on tomorrow and beautiful beautiful austin