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Prompt Post 8

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Mini, relatively bad fill part2

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Kurt nodded and sighed. “She doesn’t look at me like I’m broken. She doesn’t... she doesn’t treat me like I need to be treated differently. Secondly, she doesn’t understand - she won’t ask questions, she won’t go out of her way to skirt around the subject. I can’t... I can’t fall in love with her, because she’s a girl, so I can’t get too attached again, only to have it ripped from me just when it started to matter. I won’t... she won’t... it doesn’t mean anything to her. And it doesn’t mean anything to me. It’s just a means of getting comfort from her body, and just a means of her getting comfort from mine. Blaine, I... you need comfort that I can’t give. I need comfort that you can’t give, because you’re too scared to get in close out of fear that you’ll break me even more. You scare me because I care so much, love you so much, after all this time, that I don’t want to have found out that you’ve changed...”

“Kurt! How have I changed? I had an emotional growth stunt that lasted two years after you w-were gone, I haven’t moved around anything in my bedroom, I haven’t made any new friends, I don’t even listen to new music..!”

“And I’m holding you back from all of that!”

“I don’t care! Kurt, we were together in some form or other since we were four years old, I’m not letting you go over anything, even... even if you’re l-letting me g-go.”

Kurt sighed deeply as a single, perfect tear trickled down his cheek.

“You know I love you, don’t you?” Blaine whispered.

“Yeah, I know,” Kurt murmured back.

“Do you..?”

“No. No, I can’t. You can’t. We can’t.”

“Yes, we can. Kurt, look at me. Do I look at you like you’re broken?”

Kurt glanced at him. “N-no.”

“Do I make you feel weak, inferior, or broken in any way, whatsoever?”

“N-no.”

“Then why can’t I be the one to comfort you? Why can’t I be the one who you let hold you? Why can’t... why don’t you care any more?”

Kurt broke down, just then, from those simple words. Tears streamed down his cheeks, and sobs tore their way out of his body. Blaine immediately put his legs down and pulled the boy into his arms, allowing him to hide his head in his shoulder. “I love you, Kurt. Even if you don’t love me.”

“I do love you,” Kurt choked out in between sobs. “But...”

“Let’s not...”

“Can you just..?”

“‘I’ll be your rock, and you’ll be my kite.’”

“‘I’ll be your comfort, after the fight.’” Kurt sighed deeply as his sobs died down, and he nuzzled into Blaine’s shoulder. “I’m scared of you.”

“I’m scared of what you’ve become.”

“But you still need me.”

“Yes.”

“And I think... I might need you.”

Re: Mini, relatively bad fill part2

[anonymous]

OP here!
That was not "relatively bad" at all! The way you incorporated the background info while focusing on the present situation was just perfect. *sighs happily*
Thank you for this, you've made my day!