bad day
i had an emotionl break down today.....i feel like crap. and i don't wonna cry anymore because i think i'v cried enough from 12 am to now. my mom was right i should have gone to school....i guess i just can't take all of this shit and hope that i will be ok and bundle it all up in a jar and act like it disapeared because it didn't. i haven't been home since midnight untill now. and all i wanto to do is just sleep and then and then i am not sure...i don't wonna go back and see how my uncle is because i'll just cry....because life is unfair...because there was so many other options but he took the wrong one...because if i go and lia looks at me she will be scared too. i don't wonna talk to anyone at least not now maybe tomorrow but not now.