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pull out my fucking hair. | : |
i hate myself for being the way that i am. i have no one else to complain to and i cant keep it to myself. i cant stay calm. and i hate people who bitch about shit in this stupid "livejournal". so theres another point for me to hate me. why?? im serious whyyy??? why cant i just be totaly satisfied with anything? some times, i swear, it seems impossible. who could ever care for a person like myself? i cant even stand me.
i need to chill. i seriously need to chill. i cant stop thinking. oh god im sorry, ill stop there. and yeaaa, sorry.
what a way for this new year to begin~~
im sorry, this will be the last one like this. :(