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I'm going to post a lot today.
here are pictures of my nose piercing
which I'm in love with.
if you're my myspace friend
those are up on there.
but yeah.
Wow I almost feel as if I should write some really in depth entry about being 18.
Partly because I can honestly say I never expected to live to see 18.
I really, truly didn't. but, I have.
and I love the people in my life. My birthday was amazing. My friends make me so happy. I spent Friday with four (and Joey who came by, so 5 I guess :D) of the closest people to me, who teach me so much and make me laugh more than any other people I've ever met. words can't express how lucky I feel to have these people be my best friends.
& Yesterday was the family dinner. My brother showed up which I wasn't expecting and I seriously almost started crying. random, but yeah.
My friends are beyond incredible, I love my dad & the fact that he's getting married to a wonderful woman, & that I'm getting good grades. fucking B+ in calculus, hell yes.
I'm happy but I'm still praying.
I'm happy that I'm 18.
I hope Tuesday goes okay.
I think maybe two people reading this will know what I mean by that.
I'm so scared.
I've made it through so much in my life, and now this.
I want this to be over, I want to stop throwing up.
I want to be happy and I want to live.
I want to influence people and make them remember me. Life has to start soon.
this is long and pointless.
I'm 18 and I'm impressed with myself.
I need to write more.
I need to dance more.
I want to live more.
I need to love more.
here are pictures of my nose piercing
which I'm in love with.
if you're my myspace friend
those are up on there.
but yeah.
Wow I almost feel as if I should write some really in depth entry about being 18.
Partly because I can honestly say I never expected to live to see 18.
I really, truly didn't. but, I have.
and I love the people in my life. My birthday was amazing. My friends make me so happy. I spent Friday with four (and Joey who came by, so 5 I guess :D) of the closest people to me, who teach me so much and make me laugh more than any other people I've ever met. words can't express how lucky I feel to have these people be my best friends.
& Yesterday was the family dinner. My brother showed up which I wasn't expecting and I seriously almost started crying. random, but yeah.
My friends are beyond incredible, I love my dad & the fact that he's getting married to a wonderful woman, & that I'm getting good grades. fucking B+ in calculus, hell yes.
I'm happy but I'm still praying.
I'm happy that I'm 18.
I hope Tuesday goes okay.
I think maybe two people reading this will know what I mean by that.
I'm so scared.
I've made it through so much in my life, and now this.
I want this to be over, I want to stop throwing up.
I want to be happy and I want to live.
I want to influence people and make them remember me. Life has to start soon.
this is long and pointless.
I'm 18 and I'm impressed with myself.
I need to write more.
I need to dance more.
I want to live more.
I need to love more.