Jun 02, 2008 10:36
Yo. It's been awhile. I've been pretty busy for the past few months, what with school, trying to pass said school, attempts at a decent social life, relationshit (this is neither the time nor the place for that epic tale), graduating from previously-mentioned school (go me!), hanging with Kristy & friends, and now working once again at Fort Belvoir. And now here I am, sitting at my desk in my cubicle at work, eating lunch. Mmm...hotdogs.
I hate work so much. Especially because all I do is sit at a desk for 8.5 hours a day, being an office-monkey. That's actually what I've started telling people when they ask me what I do. "Office-Monkey", I reply.
I miss baseball. A lot. Never realized how much I missed it until I was no longer able to play in the same league. I realize there are other leagues out there, but I neither know where they are nor do I want to play in a league full of old people. Which, coincidentally enough, is probably going to happen anyway, since my dad really wants me to play with him on his softball team. Gah, softball. Why can't it just be baseball? I really never understood the reasoning.
Hm...I've been getting really lazy (ya know, even more so than usual) since I've been home from school and started working. It's really starting to get to me, I need to fix this. Must start working out again.
It's another day, same old pain
Just trying to figure out why
Things aren't okay, I still feel the same
Like all the times you left me out to dry
I used to believe in you and me
But after today things aren't alright
I thought you liked me, yesterday seemed so happy
What made you change your mind?
'Cuz I'm tired of all these games
You let me down once again
My patience is wearing thin
It's always the same old thing
You build me up then tear me down again
I'm tired of all the pain
You took my will to love away
You left my heart in disarray
I've got so much to give
You left me for dead now I'm ready to live
You were wrong, yet I still long
To be with you tonight
I'm not feeling strong, I'm singing the same old song
But I still want you in my life
Even though you broke my heart in two
I'm still willing to forgive
But you promise to treat me the way that I treat you
'Cuz I don't ever wanna feel like this again"
Because I'm tired of all these games
You let me down once again
My patience is wearing thin
It's always the same old thing
You build me up then tear me down again
I'm tired of all the pain
You took my will to love away
You left my heart in disarray
I've got so much to give
You left me for dead now I'm ready to live
In positive news, American Gladiators is on tonight! It has easily become my favorite show right now. One day I will be competing on it (hopefully soon), you just wait and see. Mmm...Crush. Just kidding, Kristy. =P
Guess that's all for now. Toodles.