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So Ben called me up today and asked about my application... he sounded like there is a chance I may not be accepted... even though at my interview for the internship he said interns are pretty much accepted into the program... so i'm a bit confused... i have to take the GRE and everything... the thing is if i don't get in for next year i probably won't go back again, considering taking time off means i would have to start paying off my debt and i would never be able to afford to go back to school again, because i can only defer payments once... this makes me very very upset and confused and unhappy... that last post i made about the wedding... yeah if i don't get into yale again, we'll never be able to afford to get married either... so yeah...