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Wow, it's been a while.
Today was Valentine's Day. I had a really good one. Bryan and Cole made dinner for me and Renee. Then Bryan and I watched John Tucker Must Die.
I slept for like. A bazillion hours today. I told myself I would study all day before I went to Bryan's so I wouldn't have to worry about it, but instead I slept, got dressed, did a little calc and slept pretty much until he got here. /sigh. I need more disipline. And to be stressed less. More disipline would probably help that.
Now I'm going to finish calc homework and study more. I think I might stay up kinda late because that way I will feel like I did something and that will make me less stressed. But knowing me I'll just go to bed.
I don't know how I managed to sleep so loooong today. And now I'm tired again. And I'm not gaining weight. Maybe I have a parasite. Yes. That is the logical conclusion.
Haha. Bryan has come to church like... three times... and Chris called him "that guy that doesn't come around much anymore." But Bryan never came that much to begin with. /giggle.
This week has been nonstop tests. I have four tomorrow. Now five prolly, since we didn't do that one we should have. Plus that thing to make up in Econ. So six. But one is French, and it's a quiz, one is not for credit and fast, one is just on our equation sheet, one is English, so it'll be kinda fun. Band will be awful and Math probably will, too. I need the disipline to do my hw the night it's assigned, study without falling asleep, and then I might be fine. I always end up screwing myself over, and not only do I not do well, but I am stressed the few days before the test, and that filters through to my noncalculus life. I acknowledge that this is my fault and no one else's and resolve to do hw on a nightly basis from now on. Especially for Bryan, who bears the most burden because of my stress, constantly hears me whine about it, constantly tries to help me relax, etc. Isn't that awful? I stress out myself *and* let it cut into my love life? No more. Plus when I get stressed I get bitchy in general and am not so fun to be around. I hate that. I am not letting my life revolve around Calculus anymore.
I just realized I wrote a paragraph about calculus. Haha. Oh the irony.
<3 Bryan.
I hope everyone else had a nice time today, Valentine's Day or not.
Today was Valentine's Day. I had a really good one. Bryan and Cole made dinner for me and Renee. Then Bryan and I watched John Tucker Must Die.
I slept for like. A bazillion hours today. I told myself I would study all day before I went to Bryan's so I wouldn't have to worry about it, but instead I slept, got dressed, did a little calc and slept pretty much until he got here. /sigh. I need more disipline. And to be stressed less. More disipline would probably help that.
Now I'm going to finish calc homework and study more. I think I might stay up kinda late because that way I will feel like I did something and that will make me less stressed. But knowing me I'll just go to bed.
I don't know how I managed to sleep so loooong today. And now I'm tired again. And I'm not gaining weight. Maybe I have a parasite. Yes. That is the logical conclusion.
Haha. Bryan has come to church like... three times... and Chris called him "that guy that doesn't come around much anymore." But Bryan never came that much to begin with. /giggle.
This week has been nonstop tests. I have four tomorrow. Now five prolly, since we didn't do that one we should have. Plus that thing to make up in Econ. So six. But one is French, and it's a quiz, one is not for credit and fast, one is just on our equation sheet, one is English, so it'll be kinda fun. Band will be awful and Math probably will, too. I need the disipline to do my hw the night it's assigned, study without falling asleep, and then I might be fine. I always end up screwing myself over, and not only do I not do well, but I am stressed the few days before the test, and that filters through to my noncalculus life. I acknowledge that this is my fault and no one else's and resolve to do hw on a nightly basis from now on. Especially for Bryan, who bears the most burden because of my stress, constantly hears me whine about it, constantly tries to help me relax, etc. Isn't that awful? I stress out myself *and* let it cut into my love life? No more. Plus when I get stressed I get bitchy in general and am not so fun to be around. I hate that. I am not letting my life revolve around Calculus anymore.
I just realized I wrote a paragraph about calculus. Haha. Oh the irony.
<3 Bryan.
I hope everyone else had a nice time today, Valentine's Day or not.