{{ it's my time }}
So I've once again noticed how much Aaron & I have been arguing/fighting over little things. Last night was by far the worst. We were talking on the phone after we were both done work and we got on the subject of Aaron coming to see me at uDub on Wednesday because he promised me that he would come visit me before this school term was done. So we were talking about it and I know he has a paper he needs to do, and I know that he's just as good as I am when it comes to procrastinating so I made a comment that maybe he should work in his paper instead of coming to see me, since school is more important. He freaked. He started putting words in my mouth by saying "well if you don't want to see me at all just say so." That's basically what started the fight. He said I wasn't giving him a straight answer, but that's because he wasn't giving me a chance too. And he started swearing at me and getting extremely frustrated with me. I didn't like it at all. I started to cry......not a lot but enough for him to notice. In the end we came to the conclusion that he has the time to see me tomorrow & he'll still be able to finish his paper by Sunday, but it was still the crappiest I've felt since we've got together 8 months ago.
I'm getting sick of nothing fights. Apparently, he had a bad day at work last night and he was taking it out on me. Thing was....I didn't have to point that out to him. He pointed it out to me. That's the one thing that still boggles my mind about him. Whenever something is his fault he admits to it, apolgizes and vows to make it up to me in anyway he can. I've NEVER known something like before. Believe me, I'm not complaining in the slightest, it's totally incredible but I'm still not 100% sure how to react to something like that. Before, anger was always how I acted, since it seemed like that was the only way for my feelings to get through. But now, I'm afraid that I won't give him the reaction he wants or I won't know how to do the same for him when the times comes. It's a really confusing place for me right now. It's hard to explain why.
As for everything else, I'm in my last week of school! :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D I wanna get out of here so badly. I should be in my Meteorology lab right now but I'm just choosing to not be :P I have a meeting with the Geography department head this morning so he can sign my Major declaration. Hopefully that won't take too long. Then I get to bus home, not see Aaron. Sit on my ass all afternoon & then get ready for work at around 3/4 then go to work for 5-9:30pm. Not really wanting to work tonight, but that's okay. I don't work until Saturday after today, so that'll be nice for me.
Becky is doing my hairs on Thursday for mah birfday :D I'm excited. I'm pretty sure I'm going to get a diagonal forward, so yay! I think I want to go a bit of a darker base colour, but we'll see what she can do for me. I know I'm getting a root re-touch for sure and highlights, so maybe that'll do something for the rest of the base colour. But I'm looking forward to spending the day with the Beckinator! :D We've had some good talks the past few times we've hung out so that excites me! I've missed our talks, we'll and her too!
Friday is the big party day for me ^_^ PHARAOHS BABY! :D Can't wait.
I'm getting sick of nothing fights. Apparently, he had a bad day at work last night and he was taking it out on me. Thing was....I didn't have to point that out to him. He pointed it out to me. That's the one thing that still boggles my mind about him. Whenever something is his fault he admits to it, apolgizes and vows to make it up to me in anyway he can. I've NEVER known something like before. Believe me, I'm not complaining in the slightest, it's totally incredible but I'm still not 100% sure how to react to something like that. Before, anger was always how I acted, since it seemed like that was the only way for my feelings to get through. But now, I'm afraid that I won't give him the reaction he wants or I won't know how to do the same for him when the times comes. It's a really confusing place for me right now. It's hard to explain why.
As for everything else, I'm in my last week of school! :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D I wanna get out of here so badly. I should be in my Meteorology lab right now but I'm just choosing to not be :P I have a meeting with the Geography department head this morning so he can sign my Major declaration. Hopefully that won't take too long. Then I get to bus home, not see Aaron. Sit on my ass all afternoon & then get ready for work at around 3/4 then go to work for 5-9:30pm. Not really wanting to work tonight, but that's okay. I don't work until Saturday after today, so that'll be nice for me.
Becky is doing my hairs on Thursday for mah birfday :D I'm excited. I'm pretty sure I'm going to get a diagonal forward, so yay! I think I want to go a bit of a darker base colour, but we'll see what she can do for me. I know I'm getting a root re-touch for sure and highlights, so maybe that'll do something for the rest of the base colour. But I'm looking forward to spending the day with the Beckinator! :D We've had some good talks the past few times we've hung out so that excites me! I've missed our talks, we'll and her too!
Friday is the big party day for me ^_^ PHARAOHS BABY! :D Can't wait.