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things are going fine now. i mean i'm stuck in my house but i'm getting a lot done. i sent in everything for my application to KCAI. i really really want to go there. they have a major "studio art with an emphasis in creative writing." that is EXACTLY what i want to major in. i really hope i get a good scholarship b/c it would be so cool to go to school there. on the other hand, i was rejected from iowa...so that was dissapointing, b/c it was going to be my backup plan. iowa state is now my backup plan, and honestly, that sucks.
going back to school was kind of hard. EVERYONE was talking about me. i walked by ANYONE and i heard them say something about me. i'm the girl with "problems" or the "alcoholic" or "the girl that was in the bathroom."
example:
him: "did you just tell hassebrock (my art teacher) you have to talk to an alcohol counselor?"
me: "yes"
him: "what, why? and where have you been the past couple of days?"
me: "suspended"
him: "really!? why?! and what about the whole alcohol counselor thing..."
me: "are you serious?"
him: "yeah, i have no idea what you're talking about"
me: "well at winter formal i unintentionally got really dr--"
him: "OHHHH, you're THAT girl?!!!"
me: "uh, yeah"
him: "NO WAY! you're the girl in the bathroom everyone has been talking about. i can't believe that's you!"
me: "yeah, um, thanks?"
i really hate high school.
i made a mistake! get over it. it's not going to happen again. i'm a happy person, i like who i am, i hardly ever drink...i'm not ever touching alcohol again, and i was only in that bathroom for like 15 minutes. i feel like marissa from the oc, people use to tell me i reminded them of marissa, and even more people are telling me i'm just like marissa. i mean i like her clothes and everything, she has good taste in music and all...but that's not why people are connecting us unfortunately.
anyway. other than that, i've started reading breakfast of champions. it is excellent. i've been laughing out loud, i love vonnegut. i finished my advanced comp. portfolio and that is a huge relief. i've been working a lot and listening to a lot of good music.
i think everything is going to work out.
work work work
going back to school was kind of hard. EVERYONE was talking about me. i walked by ANYONE and i heard them say something about me. i'm the girl with "problems" or the "alcoholic" or "the girl that was in the bathroom."
example:
him: "did you just tell hassebrock (my art teacher) you have to talk to an alcohol counselor?"
me: "yes"
him: "what, why? and where have you been the past couple of days?"
me: "suspended"
him: "really!? why?! and what about the whole alcohol counselor thing..."
me: "are you serious?"
him: "yeah, i have no idea what you're talking about"
me: "well at winter formal i unintentionally got really dr--"
him: "OHHHH, you're THAT girl?!!!"
me: "uh, yeah"
him: "NO WAY! you're the girl in the bathroom everyone has been talking about. i can't believe that's you!"
me: "yeah, um, thanks?"
i really hate high school.
i made a mistake! get over it. it's not going to happen again. i'm a happy person, i like who i am, i hardly ever drink...i'm not ever touching alcohol again, and i was only in that bathroom for like 15 minutes. i feel like marissa from the oc, people use to tell me i reminded them of marissa, and even more people are telling me i'm just like marissa. i mean i like her clothes and everything, she has good taste in music and all...but that's not why people are connecting us unfortunately.
anyway. other than that, i've started reading breakfast of champions. it is excellent. i've been laughing out loud, i love vonnegut. i finished my advanced comp. portfolio and that is a huge relief. i've been working a lot and listening to a lot of good music.
i think everything is going to work out.
work work work