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damnit...i now owe my work 500$.....they talked me into buying a really good camera that i cant afford. oh well i love it so i guess thats ok. they said i could work it off...sortta put it on lay away. so its not so bad that way.
tonight erin and i went down to the beach and got really high. i never do that anymore so it was fun, like the old days...except erin wasnt in the old days but thats ok. we went up town after that and got mc.dicks. uhg so much food. came back to my house and watched the exorcist. it was weird, i was still a little high and didnt remember parts so it was like watching it for the 1st time all over again. it was rad. im so glad i got to hang out with her tonight, i never see her anymore except for when she dyes my hair but its just not the same as getting drunk or high with her. god im still cold from being up town. whyyyy cant i warm up?? hmm...
uhg, craig and i got into a nice big fight today. i really hate fighting...but i mean what can you really do when you think hes fucking somone loose slut and isnt denying it. why do i get so jelous over things that i dont have or i want or even are mine? god im such a jelous person......i have to start working on that.
lastnight when i got home matt had siad "we have to talk" ..i hate that phrase..nothing good can come from that. he had told me "i still have feelings for you and they wont go away. im still VERY attracted to you and it isnt just physical" .....hmm......i didnt really know what to say + i was in a REALLY shitty mood so i just told him to not ask right now. i hate talking about things over msn.
i want kerry to move out here....i mean kip. me la fawnda wants kip to move here. haha. kip has a rad taste in music. were gonna go for a walk in the park. it will be grand. then learn to spell. good times.
tonight erin and i went down to the beach and got really high. i never do that anymore so it was fun, like the old days...except erin wasnt in the old days but thats ok. we went up town after that and got mc.dicks. uhg so much food. came back to my house and watched the exorcist. it was weird, i was still a little high and didnt remember parts so it was like watching it for the 1st time all over again. it was rad. im so glad i got to hang out with her tonight, i never see her anymore except for when she dyes my hair but its just not the same as getting drunk or high with her. god im still cold from being up town. whyyyy cant i warm up?? hmm...
uhg, craig and i got into a nice big fight today. i really hate fighting...but i mean what can you really do when you think hes fucking somone loose slut and isnt denying it. why do i get so jelous over things that i dont have or i want or even are mine? god im such a jelous person......i have to start working on that.
lastnight when i got home matt had siad "we have to talk" ..i hate that phrase..nothing good can come from that. he had told me "i still have feelings for you and they wont go away. im still VERY attracted to you and it isnt just physical" .....hmm......i didnt really know what to say + i was in a REALLY shitty mood so i just told him to not ask right now. i hate talking about things over msn.
i want kerry to move out here....i mean kip. me la fawnda wants kip to move here. haha. kip has a rad taste in music. were gonna go for a walk in the park. it will be grand. then learn to spell. good times.