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[glassonyourlips]

i need to differentiate here from there
and realize that im here now
at least for another month
and that is what is important
and when im there
that will be important
and when im neither here nor there
they can work together
but currently im not so sure that is the case.

im still getting used to the feel of my own bed
trying to make the dreams stop
so i can sleep and worry about things when im awake.

i thought stepping out of the city would help
it made it worse
i need to step out of the state
and go see elizabeth and matt
i need the clarirty.