silence me
remind me, por favor, wy i ate falling asleep anywere in public. cos wen you do you can no longer control your mus-cle movements. once or twice i found myself drooling, not a very glam sigt. tis time i ended up on te soulders of some stranger. so malu. i avoided eye contact wen i eventually woke up ururrr
ave you ever tougt about all te strangers wose ever touced you, (intimately like ugs, kisses, old ands, etc) and ow social contexts just ave to override every bit of tat prudeness you ave in you. it kind of irritates me alot, cos i abor pysical touc. at least wit people i've no wis to get close to. like wen i was in first 3 monts in jc and we did orientation and ad to dance wit boys, i felt damn annoyed cos i was tinking wy te first boy's ands wom i'm olding since te p1 days, is not someone special like a boyfriend or someting, but te and of a poor trembling boy wo was too scared to carry a conversation wit me. not trying to sound like im damn wanted or wat, but ten tere was even some gross dude wo tried to use mass dance to be my partner so tat e could touc me or someting. tried to cange partners wit is friends wo partnered me. so damn ceekopek and sneaky rigt. i was super tramatised, and went to dance wit some girl.
and tose ceek kisses tat i ad to endure in cile. to be onest, i super duper ate it. it's like giving bits and pieces of myself to strange random men. and wen you're at some social event wit 20 people, tere are about 210 kisses going on as everyone takes turns to kiss 19 oter people. wat a waste of time! i was totally devastated to ave to kiss so many people in te time i was tere.
tat's wy you ave no idea ow i am super glad to be coming back to a place were people sake ands wen making friends.
hurhurr tis is ow my entry would read in espanol. language of silent Hs. then i cannot say hee hee. it will just be ee ee
ave you ever tougt about all te strangers wose ever touced you, (intimately like ugs, kisses, old ands, etc) and ow social contexts just ave to override every bit of tat prudeness you ave in you. it kind of irritates me alot, cos i abor pysical touc. at least wit people i've no wis to get close to. like wen i was in first 3 monts in jc and we did orientation and ad to dance wit boys, i felt damn annoyed cos i was tinking wy te first boy's ands wom i'm olding since te p1 days, is not someone special like a boyfriend or someting, but te and of a poor trembling boy wo was too scared to carry a conversation wit me. not trying to sound like im damn wanted or wat, but ten tere was even some gross dude wo tried to use mass dance to be my partner so tat e could touc me or someting. tried to cange partners wit is friends wo partnered me. so damn ceekopek and sneaky rigt. i was super tramatised, and went to dance wit some girl.
and tose ceek kisses tat i ad to endure in cile. to be onest, i super duper ate it. it's like giving bits and pieces of myself to strange random men. and wen you're at some social event wit 20 people, tere are about 210 kisses going on as everyone takes turns to kiss 19 oter people. wat a waste of time! i was totally devastated to ave to kiss so many people in te time i was tere.
tat's wy you ave no idea ow i am super glad to be coming back to a place were people sake ands wen making friends.
hurhurr tis is ow my entry would read in espanol. language of silent Hs. then i cannot say hee hee. it will just be ee ee