It's so pretty outside...
I just finished making my english creative project for Night. I really like it. It's not what I totally saw in my mind when I was trying to make it...but I have zero art ability so whatev. It turned out really good anyways...now I just have to write the report part for it. Boo.
I've been up since 11:30 working on this project. I just couldn't sleep this morning...even though I'm really tired.
Dillon is up and called me last night. We're going to go try and find time this week to hang out while he's up. Maybe we'll do something today or tomorrow or whatever. We were texting each other at like 2AM last night. Yeah but it made me very happy. And I promised myself that while he's up this week. I will find out what's going on between us. If it's just friends with benefits or something more. I'm so sick of that inbetween stage where you have no fucking idea what's going on. I hate it and I'm sick of always being stuck there. Of course this is always an easy thing to say that you're going to do...but then when it gets time to do it I also chicken out. But I just need to do it and find out once and for all. Honestly I keep giving people advice to just straight up and ask the person what's going on...I should atleast be able to follow my own advice.
I want to go out right now. Leave the house...even if it's just to drive into town. I haven't left my house in four days. I'm going crazy.
I've been up since 11:30 working on this project. I just couldn't sleep this morning...even though I'm really tired.
Dillon is up and called me last night. We're going to go try and find time this week to hang out while he's up. Maybe we'll do something today or tomorrow or whatever. We were texting each other at like 2AM last night. Yeah but it made me very happy. And I promised myself that while he's up this week. I will find out what's going on between us. If it's just friends with benefits or something more. I'm so sick of that inbetween stage where you have no fucking idea what's going on. I hate it and I'm sick of always being stuck there. Of course this is always an easy thing to say that you're going to do...but then when it gets time to do it I also chicken out. But I just need to do it and find out once and for all. Honestly I keep giving people advice to just straight up and ask the person what's going on...I should atleast be able to follow my own advice.
I want to go out right now. Leave the house...even if it's just to drive into town. I haven't left my house in four days. I'm going crazy.