I'd like to pretend that it doesn't mean much...but it means more than you will ever know.
Today and tonight were very good indeed.
This morning I got up at 8 and got ready and then went to breakfast with Chuck and Cam. It was a lot of fun. I skipped the exam like I said the other night...but I'd sad that Prof. Payne is done for the semester...I'm kinda scared about this other Prof. I heard she's a bitch. Gah oh well real world experience for all of us.
Anyways...so breakfast was fun. MF freaked out during PA but that's nothing new I guess. English kinda sucked. I really don't think I did too well with that in class writing...hopefully I pulled a B atleast. Anat sucked. I hate that fucking clay we have to use. Gah it's gross and it takes for ever to make the stupid muscles and then you can't even tell what is what. Ugh.
I then came home, showered, got ready, and went to dinner at the pub with the girls. Then to the game. Which was really interesting. We lost...but by 1 point in the last like 3 seconds...Kautz made this awesome 3 point shot and then the clock ran out it sucked. We were so close and Harbor was so fucking cocky. Whatev. Anyways...Jer, Jimmy Shepard, Dean from Harbor, and Bryce the love of my life were there. I was in complete heaven. Well actually not really. I was really happy after I saw Jer...which was at half time so for almost the rest of the game I looked at him...but then Shan pointed out Bryce and I was completely gone. I still have the hotts for him. It's stupid and pathetic but god everytime I think of him I get that stupid feeling in my stomach. Anyways...we lost I was pissed most of the game because we were losing. Kristin was pissing me off a touch and so was Bacher and such.
Then the end of the game came and I stuck around for awhile to talk to all the kids back from college. I finally talked to Fish...after being really really pissed at him during thanksgiving and completely ignoring him the entire time. Anyways...so we finally talked everything out and got our stories straight and eveything...so I was on my out of the gym but still talking to Fish. In the corner near the door Bryce had been talking to people but I could see him from where I was standing...so I was leaving and then while walking out I looked at him and he said hi. Then we proceeded to have an actual conversation.
God I know just how stupid this sounds but it just made me so fucking happy. I have never talked to Bryce without MSN. Perhaps maybe a "Hi" in the hallway or something but we talked about school and break and all was fabulous until fucking RDY had to call Bryce over to him. Ugh I was pissed. But so happy all at the same time. Sigh. I could honestly have just floated off the floor and heated the entire school with all the heat that was coming off my face. I just can't get over how stupid this is making me seem. I mean us talking isn't a big deal...it's like just talking to anyone else and I know it didn't mean more than just talking...but just for that moment...it made my entire year. That moment made '05 a great great year. I don't know what it is about that kid. Honestly what it is that makes me like him or still like him but every single time I still do. Sigh.
...After my great moment I went to Kev's and Kara, Chuck, and I hung out and then DAn came over and we hung out some more.
It was a fantastic night. Yay for great nights that can make a very happy korean.
This morning I got up at 8 and got ready and then went to breakfast with Chuck and Cam. It was a lot of fun. I skipped the exam like I said the other night...but I'd sad that Prof. Payne is done for the semester...I'm kinda scared about this other Prof. I heard she's a bitch. Gah oh well real world experience for all of us.
Anyways...so breakfast was fun. MF freaked out during PA but that's nothing new I guess. English kinda sucked. I really don't think I did too well with that in class writing...hopefully I pulled a B atleast. Anat sucked. I hate that fucking clay we have to use. Gah it's gross and it takes for ever to make the stupid muscles and then you can't even tell what is what. Ugh.
I then came home, showered, got ready, and went to dinner at the pub with the girls. Then to the game. Which was really interesting. We lost...but by 1 point in the last like 3 seconds...Kautz made this awesome 3 point shot and then the clock ran out it sucked. We were so close and Harbor was so fucking cocky. Whatev. Anyways...Jer, Jimmy Shepard, Dean from Harbor, and Bryce the love of my life were there. I was in complete heaven. Well actually not really. I was really happy after I saw Jer...which was at half time so for almost the rest of the game I looked at him...but then Shan pointed out Bryce and I was completely gone. I still have the hotts for him. It's stupid and pathetic but god everytime I think of him I get that stupid feeling in my stomach. Anyways...we lost I was pissed most of the game because we were losing. Kristin was pissing me off a touch and so was Bacher and such.
Then the end of the game came and I stuck around for awhile to talk to all the kids back from college. I finally talked to Fish...after being really really pissed at him during thanksgiving and completely ignoring him the entire time. Anyways...so we finally talked everything out and got our stories straight and eveything...so I was on my out of the gym but still talking to Fish. In the corner near the door Bryce had been talking to people but I could see him from where I was standing...so I was leaving and then while walking out I looked at him and he said hi. Then we proceeded to have an actual conversation.
God I know just how stupid this sounds but it just made me so fucking happy. I have never talked to Bryce without MSN. Perhaps maybe a "Hi" in the hallway or something but we talked about school and break and all was fabulous until fucking RDY had to call Bryce over to him. Ugh I was pissed. But so happy all at the same time. Sigh. I could honestly have just floated off the floor and heated the entire school with all the heat that was coming off my face. I just can't get over how stupid this is making me seem. I mean us talking isn't a big deal...it's like just talking to anyone else and I know it didn't mean more than just talking...but just for that moment...it made my entire year. That moment made '05 a great great year. I don't know what it is about that kid. Honestly what it is that makes me like him or still like him but every single time I still do. Sigh.
...After my great moment I went to Kev's and Kara, Chuck, and I hung out and then DAn came over and we hung out some more.
It was a fantastic night. Yay for great nights that can make a very happy korean.