hmmmm
so... things have been really weird lately. aj and i almost broke up. we haventbeen getting along really for about a year and a half. we taked thoughand are going to try to work through our differences. I looked yesterday through all my old livejournal entries. crazy shit man. i was so fucking differnt just a couple of years ago. i realized i missed someone very much and wished he was still in my life. that person being mr. eric gerbeck. i wish i knew where he was. he was my best friend. i am pretty sure i ruined it but i miss him. things are crazy. i have two more semesters to go until i have my assocaites then i think i may possibly move to pennsylvania to go to school for movie makeup and prostitics. i will be able to get financial aid and stuff. i ahve some things planned out. i am very unhappy with the way things are though and i am very unhappy with people. i wish it would change.