im so confused?
lately, my boyfriend has been acting strange, well stranger than normal. I find random numbers in his phone all the time and test messages saying "what are yall doing? having an orgy" and "OMG where have you been?" He is hanging out with his friend monica (who is a whore bitch)alot more lately.We havent had sex in god knows how long! He is 20 yrs old and a sophomore in college, i have given him plenty of chances to break away and do his own thing but he refuses and says he wants to be with me. but by the way he is acting i cant help but wonder if he is cheating on me or keeping something away from me.Its like this big knot that sits at the bottom of my stomach! I plan on asking him about the text messages tomorrow. Its not like I like digging through his shit but...oh wait! I do love digging through his shit because he is such a secretive person and he is one of those people who have to assume everything with because they are to chicken shit to tell you whats really up.I have been with this boy for 2 years and i feel like he hasnt made any progress and I am starting to feel like I am on the back burner, i hate that feeling! I wish I could just for one moment crawl onto his mind to see how he what makes him tic.Anyway, its almost to ridiculous to even talk about.