Jul 02, 2010 12:41
Another hearing today, and a text from Gabi, sending love from Baltimore.
I still can't get our mail carrier to pick up outgoing mail unless we have incoming mail, and this is an aggravation, but I guess we'll just have to get used to using public mailboxes. I'll send out mail when I go to my PO box, which I guess is the way it always used to be, right? Back in the day?
I struggle a little more with missing Emily the longer she is gone.
A few days to myself was almost nice... I suppose I am reclusive by nature and not suffering in the beginning buffed the initial blow of sadness at saying good-bye.
But now, I miss her more, and while I am glad that she is where she is (make no mistake about that) I wish that she was home- or even knew what home was, since she hasn't even seen it yet.
I am leading worship this Sunday for the first time at Peace Mennonite. I don't think I could have found a church that is a better fit for me if I had tried to custom-taylor one, and becoming more involved is important to me- so I look forward to it. Though I am making mental notes to avoid doing something overtly protestant that will make everyone uncomfortable. Mental Note *Keep hands still during the Benediction...