Birds of a feather
I finally got my financial aid papers. They awarded me $2024. I spent $1273. Hopefully I'll be getting the rest of that back in check form.
Work was some crazy shit today. Had to empty out bird habitats so we could power wash them. Took all fucking day. I got my birdies some new bird toys and picked up something for Doc.
Amber called up to work to bullshit and find out how things went the other night. Even though I'm the crazy one...I feel like everyone else is off their rocker. I'm trusting. So what. If it bites me in the ass then at least I tried. Between my dad and Amber I think I'm going to have a brain anerism. I don't feel like I need to test my boyfriend or my friendships. I'm a big girl and I can take care of myself. GET OFF MY FUCKING BACK!! There are very few friends I trust and I trust as well as I trust Ashley, therefore, if anyone has anything negative to say about her character or anything else...say it to someone else. I'm sick of listening to stupid bullshit. Another thing...just because someone else is dating a fucking loser that she can't trust doesn't mean that I'm in the same situation. I stress out over stupid shit as it is...I'm not letting this do that to me. If anyone thinks I'm dumb for not being on my toes waiting to catch something offkey...they can fuck right off. I only see Amber once, maybe twice a week and right now I think that's a very good thing. She doesn't say anything mean about anyone. She justs...thinks everyone's out to fuck someone else over and I understand that because that's all she's been through. However, I'm not her. I'm also not my father, nor am I dating my father. Just because he would do something doesn't mean that's how the rest of the world thinks.
Wow, I feel a lot better now that that's all taken care of and off of my chest. How does one exactly talk about those feelings? I don't know, but I figure my lj is a good start.
Tomorrow is Friday and I'm so ready for it! I stopped by Montessori today to see Jeannie...she may have breast cancer, but no worries until we know for sure. Brendan was so excited to see me. He crawled right up on my lap and gave me hugs and kisses and just sat with me. The elementary kids rocked too. I miss all of them.
Well, I feel relieved and now we're off to fix Bobby's car. ASL class tonight and I'm actually excited to go. Maybe I can talk Bobby into some YaYas for dinner...mmmm YaYas.
Work was some crazy shit today. Had to empty out bird habitats so we could power wash them. Took all fucking day. I got my birdies some new bird toys and picked up something for Doc.
Amber called up to work to bullshit and find out how things went the other night. Even though I'm the crazy one...I feel like everyone else is off their rocker. I'm trusting. So what. If it bites me in the ass then at least I tried. Between my dad and Amber I think I'm going to have a brain anerism. I don't feel like I need to test my boyfriend or my friendships. I'm a big girl and I can take care of myself. GET OFF MY FUCKING BACK!! There are very few friends I trust and I trust as well as I trust Ashley, therefore, if anyone has anything negative to say about her character or anything else...say it to someone else. I'm sick of listening to stupid bullshit. Another thing...just because someone else is dating a fucking loser that she can't trust doesn't mean that I'm in the same situation. I stress out over stupid shit as it is...I'm not letting this do that to me. If anyone thinks I'm dumb for not being on my toes waiting to catch something offkey...they can fuck right off. I only see Amber once, maybe twice a week and right now I think that's a very good thing. She doesn't say anything mean about anyone. She justs...thinks everyone's out to fuck someone else over and I understand that because that's all she's been through. However, I'm not her. I'm also not my father, nor am I dating my father. Just because he would do something doesn't mean that's how the rest of the world thinks.
Wow, I feel a lot better now that that's all taken care of and off of my chest. How does one exactly talk about those feelings? I don't know, but I figure my lj is a good start.
Tomorrow is Friday and I'm so ready for it! I stopped by Montessori today to see Jeannie...she may have breast cancer, but no worries until we know for sure. Brendan was so excited to see me. He crawled right up on my lap and gave me hugs and kisses and just sat with me. The elementary kids rocked too. I miss all of them.
Well, I feel relieved and now we're off to fix Bobby's car. ASL class tonight and I'm actually excited to go. Maybe I can talk Bobby into some YaYas for dinner...mmmm YaYas.