Well
I'm writing this, to try and get back in contact with people. I've spent the best part of... how many years? Two maybe? trying to just survive, and cutting everyone off from myself (or vis-versa), but then realised that all i've done is made myself feel even worse. And it's not even just about that either. I miss people. I miss finding out how people are, or reading the latest exploits, or the little random things mentioned.
I know that it seems that I'm an ass for just up and leaving, then coming back and expecting everything to be a-ok. I am an ass. I know that, but i still... just want to go back two years and be as it was. I miss writing stuff down, I miss checking LJ.
But yes. I'm back for... hopefully 'ever', but yep.
Stuff has gone on in my life, it's all up and down, like a rollercoaster with aspergers.
I know that it seems that I'm an ass for just up and leaving, then coming back and expecting everything to be a-ok. I am an ass. I know that, but i still... just want to go back two years and be as it was. I miss writing stuff down, I miss checking LJ.
But yes. I'm back for... hopefully 'ever', but yep.
Stuff has gone on in my life, it's all up and down, like a rollercoaster with aspergers.