"I'm going to the river... there i'm gonna swim until I sink. I've been drowning here forever...
... so it won't make a difference to when."
Today has been so draining.
At work, my workmate, Todd, flipped out. I was pretty scared, I thought he was going to hit someone. He was swearing at the top of his lungs and throwing things around the truck and hitting the walls. Even the director was scared.
Then someone said something nasty to me at work, and bought me to tears. -Me being the emo bullshit little grrrrrrl I really am. It's quite pathetic really.
So then I come home and something stupid happened, which reduced me to locking myself away in my room for a while with NIN blasting in my eardrums. Then Susie came and took me out to cheer me up, she's such a love. We went to my fave hangout, Guvs, and shot some pool (she whipped my ass). Then we came home and here I am drinking beer, smoking and wondering how I am going to be able to suture my decapitated life together.
It is all soooo much effort these days. Even crying tires me out.
It's pointless writing it out.
BTW Susie, thank you soooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much for being here tonight. I would have been a wreck if it weren't for you kicking my ass at pool. Thank you, you're a true friend :)
Today has been so draining.
At work, my workmate, Todd, flipped out. I was pretty scared, I thought he was going to hit someone. He was swearing at the top of his lungs and throwing things around the truck and hitting the walls. Even the director was scared.
Then someone said something nasty to me at work, and bought me to tears. -Me being the emo bullshit little grrrrrrl I really am. It's quite pathetic really.
So then I come home and something stupid happened, which reduced me to locking myself away in my room for a while with NIN blasting in my eardrums. Then Susie came and took me out to cheer me up, she's such a love. We went to my fave hangout, Guvs, and shot some pool (she whipped my ass). Then we came home and here I am drinking beer, smoking and wondering how I am going to be able to suture my decapitated life together.
It is all soooo much effort these days. Even crying tires me out.
It's pointless writing it out.
BTW Susie, thank you soooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much for being here tonight. I would have been a wreck if it weren't for you kicking my ass at pool. Thank you, you're a true friend :)