Bleach my veins
Alot of shite has been happening over the last couple of days.
I am so fucking tired.
I have to get to work in about 15 mins, which SUCKS. I'll be working probably 'till about 11 tonight, and then I have to get up at 6.30 and leave at 7am tomorrow for another 12/13 hour day. *Sigh*. At least I will be able to eat next week, huh...
Sometimes I feel as though my life is nothing but a fucking melodrama. I hurt those I love, ignore those I wish to love and kill off anyone that threatens to love me.
I handed an assigment today, a few hundred words short of the requirement. I will probably fail it. I can't muster up the strength to even give a shit anymore.
An old friend emailed me, which was kind of weird.
Nolaw is fucking me off hardout. God fucking damn.
Deb and I saw the most beautiful boy today. I looked at him and then he looked over at me, saw me looking at him, and turned away shyly. Either that or with repulsion. I like to fool myself with thinking it's shyness.
Anyway. I better head off to work soon.
Oh. We watched Nosferatu last night. I liked it...
I am so fucking tired.
I have to get to work in about 15 mins, which SUCKS. I'll be working probably 'till about 11 tonight, and then I have to get up at 6.30 and leave at 7am tomorrow for another 12/13 hour day. *Sigh*. At least I will be able to eat next week, huh...
Sometimes I feel as though my life is nothing but a fucking melodrama. I hurt those I love, ignore those I wish to love and kill off anyone that threatens to love me.
I handed an assigment today, a few hundred words short of the requirement. I will probably fail it. I can't muster up the strength to even give a shit anymore.
An old friend emailed me, which was kind of weird.
Nolaw is fucking me off hardout. God fucking damn.
Deb and I saw the most beautiful boy today. I looked at him and then he looked over at me, saw me looking at him, and turned away shyly. Either that or with repulsion. I like to fool myself with thinking it's shyness.
Anyway. I better head off to work soon.
Oh. We watched Nosferatu last night. I liked it...