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I have been so teary today.
I watched this documentary called Long GOne, about these homeless people who ride trains. It was so, so, SO tragic. At the end of it, 3 of them died.
Which had me in tears.
I packed up some of my stuff today. My jewlwery, candles and books. Well, I left out Palahniuk's Diary and Survivor out. And Danielwski's House of Leaves.
I am so scared of leaving. Especially as I am fucking annoyed at a certain someone.
I feel so confused at the moment... I was watching this movie with my mum's partner, Roger. It was called Mind Games, and it was about this criminal profiler. Roger said I could be one. Which was odd, as a while ago I was reading John Douglas' books. So I got to thinking about it as I packed away my psychology books and thought that I would rather be a criminal profiler than a journalist if it was possible.
So I emailed the head of the psyce department at uni enquiring and I also emailed the NZ police force.
Damn, I want to be one so bad. I have always wanted to be in forensics or crime (lol).
I just hope that I don't have to actually enter the police force to be a crim. profiler.
I found my suture kit today. I felt sick holding it... I stashed it in a box with my blades.
I hope I don't need them before I move.
If I move >:/
I watched this documentary called Long GOne, about these homeless people who ride trains. It was so, so, SO tragic. At the end of it, 3 of them died.
Which had me in tears.
I packed up some of my stuff today. My jewlwery, candles and books. Well, I left out Palahniuk's Diary and Survivor out. And Danielwski's House of Leaves.
I am so scared of leaving. Especially as I am fucking annoyed at a certain someone.
I feel so confused at the moment... I was watching this movie with my mum's partner, Roger. It was called Mind Games, and it was about this criminal profiler. Roger said I could be one. Which was odd, as a while ago I was reading John Douglas' books. So I got to thinking about it as I packed away my psychology books and thought that I would rather be a criminal profiler than a journalist if it was possible.
So I emailed the head of the psyce department at uni enquiring and I also emailed the NZ police force.
Damn, I want to be one so bad. I have always wanted to be in forensics or crime (lol).
I just hope that I don't have to actually enter the police force to be a crim. profiler.
I found my suture kit today. I felt sick holding it... I stashed it in a box with my blades.
I hope I don't need them before I move.
If I move >:/