I see right through you... everything is broken.

[glass_vein]

Drain STH .:. Black

"Burnt the flowers in my hand, I was almost there
You denial my demand, I was already there
Now I'm losing who I am
Save me now cause all I am is black

Black is black

Turned the water into salt, I was almost dead
Never tried and lost it all, I was already dead
Almost there...
Now I'm losing who I am
Save me now cause all I am

Comments

[pontius_18]

hmm. I've never heard of that band? But i'm loving the lyrics. =)

I hope you are well Jess??

*hug*

[glass_vein]

You've never heard them? They're a grrrl band. They rock.

I dig these lyric-Os too.

I'm ok, hope you are too

*hug*

[pontius_18]

They sound awesome, i shall remember the band name, so i may check them out one day. =)

I'm going to e-mail you later today, i'm doing ok, i feel unreal today, like i'm drifting thru space, i believe when i feel this way, or anyone for that matter, it's a coping mechanism for the mind, to help deal with things we cannot handle. If i could combust and die from stress, now would be the time. Argh, times are rough, but we shall make it thru aye?

*hugs Jess*

"I never tried to stay insane"

[glass_vein]

:( I hate feeling like that. Dissociated almost.

I am sorry you're so under stress. If there's anything I can do, lemme know ok?

That hideous cliche "what doesn't kill me makes me stronger" is true. It really is. You can make it through Diandra... just draw on whatever strength you can. Don't punish yourself, just... hang in there.

When I feel down, www.happypencil.com is a good site to go to - depsite the awful URL. If you go to the 'dark' pencil, then the fun stuff. There is a healing man there... he is great... sorry if i've told you about this already or if you know already.

Diandra, you can make it through the most challenging times. I am right behind you, fighting for you... try to keep your head up. I'll be there no matter how hard you fall.

Take Care

Re: "I never tried to stay insane"

[pontius_18]

You are here for me, and that is more than enough, I thank you for being such a darling friend. Every feeling is mutual. =)

We can both make it thru, i promise.

I'll definately check that out when i feel down, thnx!

That means the world to me, knowing you care so much for me, it really makes a difference in my outlook on others. It makes me hopeful, and it fills me with so much adoration for you Jess.

*Hug*