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work was kinda blah tonight. it wasn't bad, but it wasn't good either. i've been working there a month and i'm really wondering when i'm going to stop feeling like the new girl. i'm wondering when i'm going to start feeling included in things. i do with some. it's mainly 3 or 4 that i don't feel comfortable around quite yet. but it could be because i haven't worked with them as much as i have others. yeah, we'll say that's it. but i still want to stop feeling like the new girl.

i've decided that i'm going to save all of my money from now until christmas because i want to buy everyone really good christmas presents. not just CDs and such. really nice thoughtful gifts. unless you want a CD. then i'll buy you one. but that's not really the point.

hmm...what else. i get out of school on december 9th. this quarter has seriously flown by. i'm wondering if i'll pass my math class. i'm hoping so cuz it would suck to have to take it again. i need to register for classes soon. and i have no idea what to take. it's so bad. once again i'm totally unmotivated. maybe i need to take a break. but i don't really want to. i want to have something to do and i really don't want to just work cuz that's boring. i'll figure something out.

okay...i'm done talking and now i'll leave you all with a survey i came across in a random journal cuz i know everyone loves reading them as much as i love doing them. ahahaha.


THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
01. alicia
02. ali
03. sam...only by one person though, but still

THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD:
01. SAM 33084
02. SCBDs1Chik
03. OOSiShiEsOO

THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
01. my determination
02. my empathy for others
03. my ability to make other people smile/laugh

THREE THINGS YOU HATE ABOUT YOURSELF:
01. my procrastination
02. my insecuritues
03. my stubborness/pride

THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
01. German
02. Scottish
03. English

THREE THINGS YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND:
01. people
02. hate
03. math

THREE THINGS THAT ANNOY YOU:
01. people who do things just cuz it's "in" or "cool"
02. waking up early
03. most drivers

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
01. being forgotten about
02. spiders
03. clowns

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
01. cell phone
02. car keys
03. music

THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
01. ACS tanktop
02. PJ pants
03. panties

THREE THINGS ON YOUR DESK:
01. a lamp
02. blank CDs
03. elvis stationary

THREE THINGS YOU SAY THE MOST:
01. dude
02. butthead
03. that's awesome

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS/MUSICAL ARTISTS AT THE MOMENT:
01. jeremy camp
02. kenny chesney
03. brad pasiley

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITES SONGS AT THE MOMENT:
01. american idiot // green day
02. tonight i wanna cry // keith urban
03. hands down // dashboard confessional

THREE PEOPLE YOU SPEND THE MOST TIME WITH:
01. rachel
02. angela
03. rebekah

THREE REASONS YOU'VE BROKEN UP WITH EXES:
01. i haven't ever dumped anyone...i've always gotten dumped...there's something not right about that
02.
03.

THREE THINGS YOU WOULD WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP:
01. trust
02. common interests
03. ability to have fun together

THREE THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
01. peircings/tattoos
02. sense of humor
03. confidence

THREE THINGS YOU CAN'T DO:
01. math
02. fly
03. walk on water

THREE THINGS YOU WANT REALLY BAD RIGHT NOW:
01. sleep
02. sleep
03. oh, and sleep

THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:
01. audio engineer
02. music producer
03. audio engineer/music producer

THREE PLACES YOU WOULD GO:
01. southern california
02. tennessee
03. england

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
01. travel
02. get married and start a family
03. become someone