Mourning
So on the 17th my cousin passed away from cancer. Today my friend passed away from cancer too. It is a sad time right now. My cousin is with his wife in Heaven, as is my friend. It is hard to know that I have two more angels looking over me when all I want is for them to be here. I wrote a letter to my friend today, but again I spoke my feelings to late. It is scary to think a girl who is 2 years younger than me could go so quick. She never had time, everything was just beginning.
Every time I turn on the tv something about death is there, or the radio. Mortality has been the theme for a few weeks now. I find myself appreciating everything right now. Examining my life, have I done what I want to by now. The answer is no. I want more, and I feel somewhat guilty, I can't explain it.
Every time I turn on the tv something about death is there, or the radio. Mortality has been the theme for a few weeks now. I find myself appreciating everything right now. Examining my life, have I done what I want to by now. The answer is no. I want more, and I feel somewhat guilty, I can't explain it.