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i'm done giving a shit about birthdays.
i'm grateful for my friends who actually showed to my birthday. i got awesome presents [guitar hero, $350 gift cert to a tattoo shop- yessssssss] and got pretty drunk.
but really, i ended my stupid nite in tears because basically NO ONE bothered to show to my party. which i spent all day cleaning for, prepping for and buying beer for. there were maybe ten people here when at least two to three times the amount of people said they were coming. i felt/and still feel completely fucking pathetic.
whatever, people suck. i'm not trying anymore.
i'm grateful for my friends who actually showed to my birthday. i got awesome presents [guitar hero, $350 gift cert to a tattoo shop- yessssssss] and got pretty drunk.
but really, i ended my stupid nite in tears because basically NO ONE bothered to show to my party. which i spent all day cleaning for, prepping for and buying beer for. there were maybe ten people here when at least two to three times the amount of people said they were coming. i felt/and still feel completely fucking pathetic.
whatever, people suck. i'm not trying anymore.