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Just when life seemed so happy.. and then THIS.
My ex- boyfriend Andy is gone. And I mean that in the most permanent sense of the word. And I never got to say goodbye. Only saw him once or twice after I left CP..tried to call him a couple times ..but never got him..and now hes gone. And I would never have known
if I hadnt been looking through the paper..looking for
things for my new place. Funny how that works out. Enough to make a believer in fate. And i feel so sad , and so guilty. And part of me wants to go to the service tomorrow... but I just dont know. I didnt
realy know him well. Didnt date him long. So do i even
have the right to feel this way?
My ex- boyfriend Andy is gone. And I mean that in the most permanent sense of the word. And I never got to say goodbye. Only saw him once or twice after I left CP..tried to call him a couple times ..but never got him..and now hes gone. And I would never have known
if I hadnt been looking through the paper..looking for
things for my new place. Funny how that works out. Enough to make a believer in fate. And i feel so sad , and so guilty. And part of me wants to go to the service tomorrow... but I just dont know. I didnt
realy know him well. Didnt date him long. So do i even
have the right to feel this way?