strictly just to get me off of these streets quickly...
I'm finally hitting a slump in my life. Its not that bad, but I don't wanna go to meetings sometimes. I just wanna stay home and play video games. I go anyways and it helps to have commitments everynight, but Monday. I've been listening to michael Jackson a lot and have been recording at Alex's house. I'm on my ninth step and have to go up to eureka to amend the harm I did to my grandparents. I have two weeks to do it and have no idea how I'll get up there. But my sponsor told me 'have faith it'll work out,' and that subtle reminder is the key stone to this amends. I hope everybody is getting through life. I realize now that I can't always be happy because I'm imperfect and to me that is perfection.