currently
Blessings:
Sleeping well
sun shining
good appetite
Bluestockings and everyone there
Art Spiegelman
"Jenny and the Jaws of Life"
wonderful supportive saintly-patient parents
W.S.S.P. friends
purportedly excellent school that will gain me some kind of nebulous social currency, should I get through without a nervous breakdown
amazing, semifrequent sex with one of the WSSP friends
New York
museums
Cursings
repeated attacks of horrendous deep depression (apparently they have pills for this. I'm looking into it)
inability to appreciate purportedly excellent school
recurrent feelings of general dislike for denizens of school (nothing new. have always disliked general population of whatever school I attend)
fracturing or diffusion of thoughts/ personality/ soul
head-exploding-grade confusion
frequent illness/ UTIs. Where I pee blood and it hurts like nothing I have ever experienced. The kind of pain where you can't sit down because you keep getting shocks of adrenaline up your legs and your heart goes fast unpredictably.
HOMESICKNESS HOMESICKNESS
dry skin. I'm going to go apply some moisturizer and fix that.
Sleeping well
sun shining
good appetite
Bluestockings and everyone there
Art Spiegelman
"Jenny and the Jaws of Life"
wonderful supportive saintly-patient parents
W.S.S.P. friends
purportedly excellent school that will gain me some kind of nebulous social currency, should I get through without a nervous breakdown
amazing, semifrequent sex with one of the WSSP friends
New York
museums
Cursings
repeated attacks of horrendous deep depression (apparently they have pills for this. I'm looking into it)
inability to appreciate purportedly excellent school
recurrent feelings of general dislike for denizens of school (nothing new. have always disliked general population of whatever school I attend)
fracturing or diffusion of thoughts/ personality/ soul
head-exploding-grade confusion
frequent illness/ UTIs. Where I pee blood and it hurts like nothing I have ever experienced. The kind of pain where you can't sit down because you keep getting shocks of adrenaline up your legs and your heart goes fast unpredictably.
HOMESICKNESS HOMESICKNESS
dry skin. I'm going to go apply some moisturizer and fix that.