~*sUnDaY*~
id like to start out by saying, HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANDREA! even though her real birthdays on friday, we all celebrated at her house today.. so happy birthday sweety! u looked gorgeous and YES everyone agreed! after chillin at her house, i got one of the worst calls of my life. i broke down crying and didnt stop for an hour or two. kailey was also crying but not as bad as i was. one of our friends saw josh at the movies with another girl... yea, i like died. THANK GOD after 2 hours he gets outta the movies and tells me that this is just his friend and is 21 and has never been and never will be anything more, and he was with two other guys, so after all that crying, no kailey i didnt feel like an idiot, i got something amazing out of it.. i realized how freakin much i care about josh. and joey and matt also helped me through this, saying u needa know the facts first. joshua steven: 143 143 143 and im so sorry that i could have even doubted u and please stop saying sorry for hurting me cuz it was just me jumping to conclusions without any straight facts. after that mess, i was back to smiling :) me and kailey picked josh up and chilled in front of joeys house lol even though he wasnt even home.. then i gotta call from jess and she wanted to chill too, so she stopped by. then we picked up food to go at panda express and went to jessicas... nice company and nice conversation about "lesbian times" (only josh kailz and jess wud understand). then it was time to bounce diggity.. so i went on home.. and i left my cell with josh by mistake so if anyones callin it, i wont pick up til tomorrow evening when i c josh again. xoxo... wut a horrible day then flipped a 360 and became great!