Jan 27, 2005 10:30
it's amazing what a full night of sleep and a home cooked meal can do for a gal! i've been going crazy (i hate to say this) planning my future. the past couple of days i've started a workout routine, ok... keep in mind i have never worked out in my entire life, to fix those extra "i spent the last year smoking pot and eating crap" pounds. wow, if anyone is following this post i give them a lot of credit. anyway, my mom has one of those abs, thighs, and ass tapes and i'm looking at this blonde bimbo and i'm actually doing what she says! haha. then i hop on the treadmill. who am i?! i also realized that since ryan and i split i haven't eaten anything but vegetarian food. i mean, what the fuck! how could i let one person effect my life so much? i'm going to feel like a god damn million bucks when i go back to chicago. that reminds me, for anyone who cares i found out that my pops is willing to help me out with a two year graphic design program at the art institute of chicago. once again, i'll be back... with or without a man!