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i wish i could smoke cigarettes in my bedroom, but i dont want my things to smell like smoke. today is my only day off for the next semester. i will be home on thursday but that's not really like vacation because i have errands to run, people to see, and things to drink. sometimes i wish i could live in virginia beach because i think i would be happier. i want to be a bartender and an esthetician and a flight attendant when i grow up or maybe when im just 22. today is not working out the way that i planned in my head and when the plans in my head goes wrong, everything turns to shit. bah humbug.