*SNIFFLEZ*
Natural Highs...
1. Falling in love.
2. Laughing so hard your face hurts.
3. A hot shower on a cold morning.
4. No lines at the supermarket
5. A special glance.
6. Getting mail.
7. Taking a drive on a pretty road.
8. Hearing your favorite song on the radio.
9. Lying in bed listening to the rain outside.
10. Hot towels fresh out of the dryer.
11. Finding the sweater you want is on sale for half price.
12. Chocolate milkshake (or vanilla or strawberry).
13. A long distance phone call.
14. A bubble bath.
15. Giggling.
16. A good conversation.
17. The beach.
18. Finding a 20 note in your coat from last winter.
19. Laughing at yourself.
20. Midnight phone calls that last for hours.
21. Running through sprinklers.
22. Laughing for absolutely no reason at all.
23. Having someone tell you that you're beautiful.
24. Laughing at an inside joke.
25. Finding an old note you'd passed with a friend during a boring high school class.
26. Friends.
27. Accidentally overhearing someone say something nice about you.
28. Waking up and realizing you still have a few hours left to sleep.
29. Your first kiss with someone you truly care for.
30. Making new friends or spending time with old ones.
31. Playing with a puppy.
32. Having someone play with your hair.
33. Sweet dreams.
34. Hot chocolate.
35. Road trips with friends.
36. Swinging on swings.
37. Wrapping presents under the Christmas tree while eating cookies and drinking your favorite tipple.
38. Song lyrics printed inside your new CD so you can sing along without feeling stupid.
39. Going to a really good concert.
40. Making eye contact with a stranger
41. When someone you like tells you they’re into you also.
42. Winning a really competitive game.
43. Making chocolate chip cookies.
44. Having your friends send you homemade cookies.
45. Spending time with close friends.
46. Being with a close friend after not having seen them for a long time.
47. Seeing smiles and hearing laughter from your friends.
48. Holding hands with someone you care about.
49. Running into an old friend and realizing that some things (good or bad) never change .
50. Riding the best roller coasters over and over.
51. Watching the expression on someone's face as they open a much desired present from you.
52. Watching the sunrise.
53. Getting out of bed every morning and being grateful for another beautiful day.
Isn't that nice? I got that in an e-mail a while ago, and just thought that I'd share it. Everytime I read it, I can’t help smiling. I need something to cheer me up. *sigh*
It's really sad. I'm going to be 18 tomorrow. Turning 18 isn’t sad, it’s just sad how my birthday is supposed to be a joyous occasion, yet I don't think I've been this gloomy in a long time. I'm so down because my boy isn't going to be able to come to my birthday party. Okay, seeing how this BOY is a frequent topic of discussion, let’s give him a nickname! Hmm…”PogiBoi” will do. =o) Well, he claims he doesn't know whether or not he’s going yet..."Maybe," he says. As far as I'm concerned, an, "I dunno," or, "Maybe," are a, "No." I'm normally quite optimistic, but I guess when it comes to these matters I'd rather expect the worst and be surprised in the end as opposed to anticipating something positive only to be crushed in the end. Expecting the worst hasn't really helped though. Sure, I am anticipating him not being able to go, and am rather sure he's not coming, but still...facing the fact that he won't be here hurts just as much. I miss him sooooooooo much! On that token, I wonder if he even feels remotely close to how I do for him. Does he miss me? *snifflez* I remember what we were discussing about Zen Buddhism (LoLz)...about seeing things for how they are without feeling or bias...so you can see the truth. You know, seeing things without my emotions or feelings getting in the way would be really good right now...that way I wouldn't have to feel so bad when I think about him not being there. Arrrr...all I want for my birthday is him. *sob* Doesn’t look like I’m going to get him, does it? I think about him way too much. =o( It’s so…I almost want to forget him, because it’s so hard. I can’t just forget him though. He’s been really close to me all this time. If I have any advice to offer from this experience, be WARY when you dare to step beyond friends with your best friend of the opposite sex. Listen to, “Half-crazy” by Musiq. Great song!! And what Musiq is singing is so true! I lived that song this summer. =oÞ
Okay...moving along....well...I do hope I have a happy birthday. At least my other friends will be there. Through all my missing of the boy, I need to remember about those people who ARE always there for me. No use in crying over someone who's 200 miles away...even though my feigning for him is really beyond my control. *SIGH*
I'm going to close with the lyrics to this song...I’m not quite feeling this song exactly (don't miss the guy quite like this), but it’s still a good song! LoL…
“Missing You” by Ruff Endz
I never felt loneliness like this before
I'm so paranoid, thinking you're going to walk through the door
Girl, my heart has so much pain to endure
It's been hurting for long till it feels sore
Girl, I don't want to hurt no more
You're everything worth living for
So baby, come back to me
You belong with me naturally
Take me out of my misery
Girl, I'm going crazy
*Chorus*
Girl, I've been missing you like crazy
Every minute seems like hours
Every day seems like weeks
Girl, I've been missing you like crazy
Every minute seems like hours
Every day seems like weeks
Girl, I've been missing you like crazy
Every minute seems like hours
Every day seems like weeks
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To spend every moment with you
Girl, it's been so long since I've seen your face
And I'm feeling so out of place
The touch of your fingertips on my back
As we make contact and I react
To the chills you send through my veins
Girl, just the thought of you drives me insane
Girl, I can't wait to feel that feeling again
It's your sweet love that I'm missing
*Chorus*
Girl, I've been missing you like crazy
Every minute seems like hours
Every day seems like weeks
Girl, I've been missing you like crazy
Every minute seems like hours
Every day seems like weeks
Girl, I've been missing you like crazy
Every minute seems like hours
Every day seems like weeks
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To spend every moment with you
*Break Down*
I'm missing you like crazy
I'm the one who cares about you
Each moment without you seems like forever
I just need to be next to you
And until I am next to you, I'm going to be missing you, baby
*Chorus*
Girl, I've been missing you like crazy
Every minute seems like hours
Every day seems like weeks
Girl, I've been missing you like crazy
Every minute seems like hours
Every day seems like weeks
Girl, I've been missing you like crazy
Every minute seems like hours
Every day seems like weeks
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To spend every moment with you
1. Falling in love.
2. Laughing so hard your face hurts.
3. A hot shower on a cold morning.
4. No lines at the supermarket
5. A special glance.
6. Getting mail.
7. Taking a drive on a pretty road.
8. Hearing your favorite song on the radio.
9. Lying in bed listening to the rain outside.
10. Hot towels fresh out of the dryer.
11. Finding the sweater you want is on sale for half price.
12. Chocolate milkshake (or vanilla or strawberry).
13. A long distance phone call.
14. A bubble bath.
15. Giggling.
16. A good conversation.
17. The beach.
18. Finding a 20 note in your coat from last winter.
19. Laughing at yourself.
20. Midnight phone calls that last for hours.
21. Running through sprinklers.
22. Laughing for absolutely no reason at all.
23. Having someone tell you that you're beautiful.
24. Laughing at an inside joke.
25. Finding an old note you'd passed with a friend during a boring high school class.
26. Friends.
27. Accidentally overhearing someone say something nice about you.
28. Waking up and realizing you still have a few hours left to sleep.
29. Your first kiss with someone you truly care for.
30. Making new friends or spending time with old ones.
31. Playing with a puppy.
32. Having someone play with your hair.
33. Sweet dreams.
34. Hot chocolate.
35. Road trips with friends.
36. Swinging on swings.
37. Wrapping presents under the Christmas tree while eating cookies and drinking your favorite tipple.
38. Song lyrics printed inside your new CD so you can sing along without feeling stupid.
39. Going to a really good concert.
40. Making eye contact with a stranger
41. When someone you like tells you they’re into you also.
42. Winning a really competitive game.
43. Making chocolate chip cookies.
44. Having your friends send you homemade cookies.
45. Spending time with close friends.
46. Being with a close friend after not having seen them for a long time.
47. Seeing smiles and hearing laughter from your friends.
48. Holding hands with someone you care about.
49. Running into an old friend and realizing that some things (good or bad) never change .
50. Riding the best roller coasters over and over.
51. Watching the expression on someone's face as they open a much desired present from you.
52. Watching the sunrise.
53. Getting out of bed every morning and being grateful for another beautiful day.
Isn't that nice? I got that in an e-mail a while ago, and just thought that I'd share it. Everytime I read it, I can’t help smiling. I need something to cheer me up. *sigh*
It's really sad. I'm going to be 18 tomorrow. Turning 18 isn’t sad, it’s just sad how my birthday is supposed to be a joyous occasion, yet I don't think I've been this gloomy in a long time. I'm so down because my boy isn't going to be able to come to my birthday party. Okay, seeing how this BOY is a frequent topic of discussion, let’s give him a nickname! Hmm…”PogiBoi” will do. =o) Well, he claims he doesn't know whether or not he’s going yet..."Maybe," he says. As far as I'm concerned, an, "I dunno," or, "Maybe," are a, "No." I'm normally quite optimistic, but I guess when it comes to these matters I'd rather expect the worst and be surprised in the end as opposed to anticipating something positive only to be crushed in the end. Expecting the worst hasn't really helped though. Sure, I am anticipating him not being able to go, and am rather sure he's not coming, but still...facing the fact that he won't be here hurts just as much. I miss him sooooooooo much! On that token, I wonder if he even feels remotely close to how I do for him. Does he miss me? *snifflez* I remember what we were discussing about Zen Buddhism (LoLz)...about seeing things for how they are without feeling or bias...so you can see the truth. You know, seeing things without my emotions or feelings getting in the way would be really good right now...that way I wouldn't have to feel so bad when I think about him not being there. Arrrr...all I want for my birthday is him. *sob* Doesn’t look like I’m going to get him, does it? I think about him way too much. =o( It’s so…I almost want to forget him, because it’s so hard. I can’t just forget him though. He’s been really close to me all this time. If I have any advice to offer from this experience, be WARY when you dare to step beyond friends with your best friend of the opposite sex. Listen to, “Half-crazy” by Musiq. Great song!! And what Musiq is singing is so true! I lived that song this summer. =oÞ
Okay...moving along....well...I do hope I have a happy birthday. At least my other friends will be there. Through all my missing of the boy, I need to remember about those people who ARE always there for me. No use in crying over someone who's 200 miles away...even though my feigning for him is really beyond my control. *SIGH*
I'm going to close with the lyrics to this song...I’m not quite feeling this song exactly (don't miss the guy quite like this), but it’s still a good song! LoL…
“Missing You” by Ruff Endz
I never felt loneliness like this before
I'm so paranoid, thinking you're going to walk through the door
Girl, my heart has so much pain to endure
It's been hurting for long till it feels sore
Girl, I don't want to hurt no more
You're everything worth living for
So baby, come back to me
You belong with me naturally
Take me out of my misery
Girl, I'm going crazy
*Chorus*
Girl, I've been missing you like crazy
Every minute seems like hours
Every day seems like weeks
Girl, I've been missing you like crazy
Every minute seems like hours
Every day seems like weeks
Girl, I've been missing you like crazy
Every minute seems like hours
Every day seems like weeks
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To spend every moment with you
Girl, it's been so long since I've seen your face
And I'm feeling so out of place
The touch of your fingertips on my back
As we make contact and I react
To the chills you send through my veins
Girl, just the thought of you drives me insane
Girl, I can't wait to feel that feeling again
It's your sweet love that I'm missing
*Chorus*
Girl, I've been missing you like crazy
Every minute seems like hours
Every day seems like weeks
Girl, I've been missing you like crazy
Every minute seems like hours
Every day seems like weeks
Girl, I've been missing you like crazy
Every minute seems like hours
Every day seems like weeks
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To spend every moment with you
*Break Down*
I'm missing you like crazy
I'm the one who cares about you
Each moment without you seems like forever
I just need to be next to you
And until I am next to you, I'm going to be missing you, baby
*Chorus*
Girl, I've been missing you like crazy
Every minute seems like hours
Every day seems like weeks
Girl, I've been missing you like crazy
Every minute seems like hours
Every day seems like weeks
Girl, I've been missing you like crazy
Every minute seems like hours
Every day seems like weeks
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To spend every moment with you