[FIC] Changed - Chapter 8
→ Changed
→ YunJae | Slight YooSu | Slight 2Min
→ 8/27
→ R
→ Angst | Romance | humor | Fluff | Smut
→ Yunho came from London after four year with his degree. He was composed, serious and successful; the total opposite from his old playboy, reckless and wild self during high school. He met his only best friend from high school, who was the ultimate geek who worked hard to achieve his goals, in a club. He was shocked to see how his friend had turned into a prostitute. Yunho then realized how much his friend had changed and how their roles had been reversed.
→ Beta/Basic Plot -> kkogi
Chapter 8: Lies? It’s the truth
Yunho walked faster behind Jaejoong’s retrieving figure. He didn’t notice the man dragging Jaejoong in the front. He just walked and tried to catch up with his friend.
Yunho frowned when he suddenly lost sight of Jaejoong. He turned his head to the right and left but didn’t find him.
“Where did he go?”
He walked the same path Jaejoong walked minutes ago and found himself face to face with the back door of the club. He quirked an eyebrow and dismissed the idea of Jaejoong leaving the place from the back door. He turned on his heels and decided to just wait for him in the bar.
Just when he was about to leave, he heard movement and sounds coming from the other side of the door.
“Jae? Are you here?” He asked himself more than asking somebody.
He turned again and hesitantly turned the knob of the door open. His heart lamped in his chest as his eyes widened. The hair on his body stood and a shiver ran down his spine and he wished that this door never existed in the first place. He let the door knob abruptly and walked a few steps back with shaking legs.
Behind that door was his friend, his Jaejoong, pressed against a wall with a mouth attached to his neck.
“Oh so good”
Yunho couldn’t stand the scene, or the voices. He couldn’t stand to see Jaejoong who was supposed to be his pure and innocent friend in that kind of intimate position with someone he didn’t even know.
He walked fast to where Donghae was. Wasn’t this normal? It wasn’t the first time seeing two people having sex in a club; it wasn’t abnormal for someone to get laid in the back alley or at the back of the club. It was supposed to be normal. Jaejoong was a man, an attractive man. He knew that he was older and probably more experienced. He knew how beautiful and sexy he had become, but he never thought that he would see Jaejoong like this. Not with another man, not in a place like this.
Yunho dropped himself on the stool beside Donghae, He was breathing fast and hard and he closed his eyes. The food in his stomach flipped. His heart was pounding in his chest like never before. He hit his heart and bit his lips hard.
“Yun? Are you alright?” Donghae asked worriedly. He had drank three glasses of vodka but he wasn’t drunk, just not yet.
Yunho didn’t answer; he turned to the bartender and order with shaking voice.
“Vodka”
“Woah, man. I thought I was the one who wanted to get drunk here”
“Shut up”
Yunho cursed under his breath and drank the glass offered in one go. The hot and strong liquid burned his throat. The sting in his throat was nothing compared to what his heart was feeling.
“What happened?” Donghae moved a hand over Yunho’s back. Stroking it softly, like what he received earlier. He was worried. He’d never saw Yunho like this before. Something serious had happened, and he needed to know what in order to help him.
Yunho heaved a long and shaky breath. He massaged his temple and asked for another drink. Donghae looked at him gulping the strong liquid like it was a glass of water.
“Jaejoong”
Yunho finally spoke, shaking and shivering. Donghae frowned.
“What about him?” He asked worriedly. “Did something happen?”
“He…” and Yunho’s throat closed, why was he feeling so down? Why did seeing Jaejoong with another man made him feel like dying. Why was his heart clinching so painfully in his chest?
“I saw him with a man” He finally spoke gulping the next glass the bartender had put in front of him.
“And?” Donghae was confused.
“So? They were having sex, that’s what they were doing” He screams in Donghae’s face, his own face flushed with anger, confusion and pain.
“What’s so strange about him having sex with other men?” Donghae asked now partly aware of the problem.
“He… I know this is ridicules and I know what you will tell me about all this denial shit, but…” Yunho yelled exasperatedly. How was he supposed to say what was in his head. Of course it was normal for a man to have sex with others, but not Jaejoong.
“Ever since high school, I...”
“You what?” Donghae encouraged him, looking at him worriedly.
“I always thought that I… I would be the one taking him first” yunho finally spoke, voice dropping down and head slamming on the counter. So he finally said it. Yes, he knew that he didn’t love jaejoong, or that was what he convinced himself. But he used to tease him a lot in school. He used to make jokes that he was going to be the one taking his virginity first. Somehow, Yunho had believed those jokes and believed that he was going to be the one.
“And you say you don’t like him?” Donghae asked chuckling, but he soon closed his mouth seeing Yunho’s intense gaze.
“Look Yunho, it’s normal, you shouldn’t make a big deal out of it. He is not yours and he is a grown up man, he is not a child anymore” Donghae said in Yunho’s ear, so he could hear every word he said.
“I know” Yunho screamed back, and he lowered his head and breathed deeply. “I guess you’re right. I’m over reacting” Yunho finally said, gulping another glass of alcohol. He closed his eyes and tried to calm his senses. Jaejoong was a big boy, that man might be his boyfriend and it’s normal to sleep with your boyfriend, even in the club’s back allay.
“Sorry Yunnie I had to meet someone”
Yunho raised his head and looked at Jaejoong’s apologetic face. He turned his head, breathed slowly and then opened his eyes. He was not going to embarrass his friend.
“It’s ok Joongie. Want a drink?” he bit the inside of his cheek to prevent himself from asking Jaejoong any questions regarding the identity of the man he was with.
“Yeah sure. Mmm, I’m going to the bathroom first okay?”
And Jaejoong ran away again. Yunho shut his eyes and opened them again. Donghae was looking at him worriedly.
“You’re a mess, and I didn’t even get drunk”
Yunho chuckled and the move made his heart clinched painfully.
“Was this the man you were talking about?”
The bartender asked shoving two drinks to the two friends. They looked at him with knitted eyebrows.
“Youngwoon, the one with the red shirt” He explained drying a glass in his hands.
“Youngwoon?” Yunho asked tilting his head.
“Yeah, if you want to bang him just pay him” The bartender chuckled.
Yunho was furious; he rose on his feet and grabbed the man by his collar.
“What the fuck are you talking about? Who do you think Jaejoong is, a fucking whore?”
The bartender’s hands flew to catch the hands on his collar.
“Take your hands off me” He tried to breath, but Yunho’s hands on his collar were tight, preventing air from reaching his lungs.
“Yunho, stop it” Donghae tried to stop Yunho. Other people were looking at the scene with interested eyes.
“Didn’t you hear what he said about Jaejoong?” Yunho spat angrily and tightened his hold on the man’s clothes.
“This -cough- is… his job” the man managed to say, his face was red from the lack of air.
Yunho’s hands softened and his eyes widened.
“What did you just say?” The man threw Yunho’s hands away and coughed violently. Another bartender offered him a glass of water and the other accepted it gratefully.
“If it’s that Youngwoon you were talking about, then I’m sorry to tell you that he is a whore, he gets money for sex. Now that you know, please leave this place before I call the cops” the other bartender said firmly helping his friend standing on his legs.
Yunho on the other side of the bar was dumbstruck. His eyes wide open, his mouth gaped and his breath hitched.
“Yunho?” Donghae called carefully. The look on Yunho’s face was of anger, confusion, hurt and disbelief. His eyes were wondering, moving up and down, to the right and left, as if searching for something. His head was moving with his eyes in synch.
Yunho felt like lightening had hit him. Was this true? Was this what Jaejoong was doing? No, it was impossible, there was no way in hell Jaejoong could do this. Jaejoong would never sell his body. He tried to remember and his memory was so vivid, so fresh.
The first time he saw him dancing, the revealing clothes, the submission when he hit on him and the fear in Jaejoong’s eyes when he saw him for the first time.
He remembered their lunch, Jaejoong’s words.
“I hate myself”
Why did he hate himself?
“Because I’m dirty”
Why did he feel dirty?
“I have to meet him. It’s for work”
Who was the man he met when we were together.
“Oh so good”
The man in the alley, a customer?
Yunho’s eyes went wide open; he held his breath and looked at Donghae. Realization downed on him and his hand flew to cover his mouth.
“Oh fuck”
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Jaejoong was about to go out of the house, but Junsu stopped him.
“Hyung!”
“Yes Su~ha?”
“I’m… I’m really sorry. I was a brat after my mom died” He said lowering his head.
“Oh honey its ok” Jaejoong smiled and hugged Junsu.
“I-I didn’t know how hard it was for you until I stayed at home. The power goes off often, the water as well and you are never home, always working. I can help” Junsu said holding Jaejoong’s arms.
“You don’t have to, just focus on your studies ok? You have to graduate first”
“But hyung…”
“No buts, I’m going out now ok? A man offered me a job with high salary”
“But you suffered for a whole year alone, I want to help”
“Junsu, I would never let you work, you have to focus on studying, you hear me. I don’t want you to worry about the money, I can get it”
“But…”
“I said no buts. You just have to study, do you understand me?”
“Yes” Junsu nodded and hugged Jaejoong. “Thank you hyung. I owe you my life”
“Don’t say that, we are brothers. I’ll be back as soon as I can okay?”
“Okay”
“Bye”
Jaejoong was happy that the old Junsu was back. Apparently, their mother’s death and the change in their living conditions had played a role in the fourteen years old teenager’s feelings. He smiled form the bottom of his heart for the first time since his mother’s death.
He then went to Mr. Kang mansion, the man from the bar who offered him money for work. He had agreed to visit the mansion the next day to see how big it was and how much time he was supposed to work there. Jaejoong’s eyes looked with amazement at the size of the mansion, it was huge from the outside, elegant in the inside. Mr. Kang was at the door, waiting for him. Jaejoong bowed and asked when he could start working.
“You can start tomorrow, let me take you in a tour around the house” Mr. Kang offered with a sweet smile.
“Thank you sir” Jaejoong nodded and smiled in return.
Mr. Kang took him around the house, showed him the rooms, the library and the living room. He walked him inside the mansion for one hour before taking him to the last room.
“And this is my room” He said pushing Jaejoong to get inside.
Jaejoong’s eyes roamed around the big room. The walls were a mix of gold and red, with lot of expensive painting. In the middle was a king-sized bed with velvet covers and red cushions. Jaejoong was in awe at the beauty and the luxury of the single room.
Suddenly the door was closed. Jaejoong turned his head and saw Mr. Kang leaning against the door with an evil smirk on his face.
“Mr. Kang?” Jaejoong stepped back, he didn’t like the look on the man’s face.
“Why did you close the door?” Jaejoong asked, Mr. Kang walked closer.
“Where are the maids, I didn’t see any?” Jaejoong stepped back while Mr. Kang walked closer.
Jaejoong’s back knees hit the bed and he fall on top of it. Realization hit him and he started panicking.
“Mr. Kang?” Jaejoong tried to escape, but Mr. Kang was faster. He straddled Jaejoong’s hips and pushed him on the bed. Jaejoong was strong but he was confused and scared and for some reason, he didn’t push the man away.
“Listen Jaejoong. I can give you money, right now, right here” The man breathed in Jaejoong’s ears.
“I…” Jaejoong tried to move but two hands held him in place.
“Do you want your brother to suffer? Do you want to live in debts? I can give you the money, to pay for the hospital…” He kissed Jaejoong’s neck.
Jaejoong shivered in disgust.
“For the house…” He kissed Jaejoong’s jaw. “For the school…” He kissed his cheek and Jaejoong closed his eyes.
“Just one night” He whispered in Jaejoong’s lips and then looked at him in the eyes.
“B-but I’ve never done this before” Jaejoong whispered, heart pounding in his chest. He couldn’t believe what was happening.
“That only doubles the price”
And that made Jaejoong’s stomach flip and he felt the need to throw up. Was he this desperate? Could he sell his body? But this was so dirty, so wrong and so disgusting.
“I can leave you now if you don’t want it” He said and sat beside Jaejoong.
Jaejoong took the opportunity and hopped on his feet and stormed to the door.
“I’m rich and powerful” the man’s voice made Jaejoong come to an abrupt halt. “I will make sure that you lose all your jobs, and no one hires you at all. Every creditor will run after you until you go to jail and your little brother will suffer, I’ll make sure of it”
Jaejoong’s eyes widened, he turned around and jumped on top of the man and put his hands on his neck without using any force.
“You can’t do this”
“Try me”
“You… are so disgusting” Jaejoong breathed biting his lips.
“And you are beautiful”
The man rose from the bed and kissed Jaejoong hard. Jaejoong couldn’t resist, the man’s threat ringing in his head. Tears flew from his eyes and seconds later he was thrown on the bed. His clothes were scattered and a naked body was pressed against his. He cried when the man’s hands roamed around his naked body. He cried harder when his head was pushed down and he was forced to take the man in his mouth. His cries were a pitch higher when a hard erection was pressed inside him.
The man liked his tears and rammed harder inside of him.
“Cry louder, you’re cries turn me on” The man breathed in his ears and minutes later he was releasing.
Jaejoong was left on the bed after, broken. He hugged the pillow under him and cried his heart out. His tears fell like the rain and his heart was smashed into pieces. He hated himself; he hated the feeling of being dirtied, fouled, and used.
“You are perfect” Mr. Kang stroked his hair and kissed his forehead.
Jaejoong looked up when the man gave him a piece of paper. Jaejoong took it with shaking hand. He winced when he tried to sit, but soon gathered his energy and sat on the bed and wrapped the sheets around his naked body. The paper was a check carrying a huge number. He looked at the man who was smiling at him devilishly.
“I told you I will lend you the money” Mr. Kang said stroking Jaejoong’s cheek. Jaejoong looked at the check and swallowed a sob. He bit his lips and lowered his head.
“Wear your clothes, I’m taking you home” the man said and Jaejoong nodded.
When they were in Jaejoong’s dirty neighborhood, the man leaned closer to Jaejoong, but the later flinched and stiffened. Mr. Kang chuckled and kissed Jaejoong’s cheek.
“When you need the money…” He shoved a card in Jaejoong’s pocket. “Call me”
Jaejoong nodded again and stepped out of the car. He went straight home, wishing to be dead instead of holding this shame.
“Hyung, you’re back, I made you lunch” Junsu shouted when he saw Jaejoong, but the later paid him no attention and stormed to the bathroom.
Jaejoong spend a long time in the shower, trying to wash away all traces of the man from his body. The pain he was feeling in his lower back made it worse. How could he forget? The water suddenly stopped, Jaejoong chuckled painfully. Of course, he didn’t pay the bills.
That day, he ate lunch with Junsu in silence. By night, the hospital bill was paid in full; the electricity and water bill were paid and for two months in advance and their fridge was full with food.
If Jaejoong hated the feeling of his body being violated, for the first time in a year, he felt relieved that he didn’t have to suffer from his debts.
And after two months, he was short with money. He thought about it once, twice and then when he was desperate again, he took the card, dialed the number and called Mr. Kang.
Little did he know that this would be permanent, and this would make his brother hate him like he never did before.
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→ YunJae | Slight YooSu | Slight 2Min
→ 8/27
→ R
→ Angst | Romance | humor | Fluff | Smut
→ Yunho came from London after four year with his degree. He was composed, serious and successful; the total opposite from his old playboy, reckless and wild self during high school. He met his only best friend from high school, who was the ultimate geek who worked hard to achieve his goals, in a club. He was shocked to see how his friend had turned into a prostitute. Yunho then realized how much his friend had changed and how their roles had been reversed.
→ Beta/Basic Plot -> kkogi
Chapter 8: Lies? It’s the truth
Yunho walked faster behind Jaejoong’s retrieving figure. He didn’t notice the man dragging Jaejoong in the front. He just walked and tried to catch up with his friend.
Yunho frowned when he suddenly lost sight of Jaejoong. He turned his head to the right and left but didn’t find him.
“Where did he go?”
He walked the same path Jaejoong walked minutes ago and found himself face to face with the back door of the club. He quirked an eyebrow and dismissed the idea of Jaejoong leaving the place from the back door. He turned on his heels and decided to just wait for him in the bar.
Just when he was about to leave, he heard movement and sounds coming from the other side of the door.
“Jae? Are you here?” He asked himself more than asking somebody.
He turned again and hesitantly turned the knob of the door open. His heart lamped in his chest as his eyes widened. The hair on his body stood and a shiver ran down his spine and he wished that this door never existed in the first place. He let the door knob abruptly and walked a few steps back with shaking legs.
Behind that door was his friend, his Jaejoong, pressed against a wall with a mouth attached to his neck.
“Oh so good”
Yunho couldn’t stand the scene, or the voices. He couldn’t stand to see Jaejoong who was supposed to be his pure and innocent friend in that kind of intimate position with someone he didn’t even know.
He walked fast to where Donghae was. Wasn’t this normal? It wasn’t the first time seeing two people having sex in a club; it wasn’t abnormal for someone to get laid in the back alley or at the back of the club. It was supposed to be normal. Jaejoong was a man, an attractive man. He knew that he was older and probably more experienced. He knew how beautiful and sexy he had become, but he never thought that he would see Jaejoong like this. Not with another man, not in a place like this.
Yunho dropped himself on the stool beside Donghae, He was breathing fast and hard and he closed his eyes. The food in his stomach flipped. His heart was pounding in his chest like never before. He hit his heart and bit his lips hard.
“Yun? Are you alright?” Donghae asked worriedly. He had drank three glasses of vodka but he wasn’t drunk, just not yet.
Yunho didn’t answer; he turned to the bartender and order with shaking voice.
“Vodka”
“Woah, man. I thought I was the one who wanted to get drunk here”
“Shut up”
Yunho cursed under his breath and drank the glass offered in one go. The hot and strong liquid burned his throat. The sting in his throat was nothing compared to what his heart was feeling.
“What happened?” Donghae moved a hand over Yunho’s back. Stroking it softly, like what he received earlier. He was worried. He’d never saw Yunho like this before. Something serious had happened, and he needed to know what in order to help him.
Yunho heaved a long and shaky breath. He massaged his temple and asked for another drink. Donghae looked at him gulping the strong liquid like it was a glass of water.
“Jaejoong”
Yunho finally spoke, shaking and shivering. Donghae frowned.
“What about him?” He asked worriedly. “Did something happen?”
“He…” and Yunho’s throat closed, why was he feeling so down? Why did seeing Jaejoong with another man made him feel like dying. Why was his heart clinching so painfully in his chest?
“I saw him with a man” He finally spoke gulping the next glass the bartender had put in front of him.
“And?” Donghae was confused.
“So? They were having sex, that’s what they were doing” He screams in Donghae’s face, his own face flushed with anger, confusion and pain.
“What’s so strange about him having sex with other men?” Donghae asked now partly aware of the problem.
“He… I know this is ridicules and I know what you will tell me about all this denial shit, but…” Yunho yelled exasperatedly. How was he supposed to say what was in his head. Of course it was normal for a man to have sex with others, but not Jaejoong.
“Ever since high school, I...”
“You what?” Donghae encouraged him, looking at him worriedly.
“I always thought that I… I would be the one taking him first” yunho finally spoke, voice dropping down and head slamming on the counter. So he finally said it. Yes, he knew that he didn’t love jaejoong, or that was what he convinced himself. But he used to tease him a lot in school. He used to make jokes that he was going to be the one taking his virginity first. Somehow, Yunho had believed those jokes and believed that he was going to be the one.
“And you say you don’t like him?” Donghae asked chuckling, but he soon closed his mouth seeing Yunho’s intense gaze.
“Look Yunho, it’s normal, you shouldn’t make a big deal out of it. He is not yours and he is a grown up man, he is not a child anymore” Donghae said in Yunho’s ear, so he could hear every word he said.
“I know” Yunho screamed back, and he lowered his head and breathed deeply. “I guess you’re right. I’m over reacting” Yunho finally said, gulping another glass of alcohol. He closed his eyes and tried to calm his senses. Jaejoong was a big boy, that man might be his boyfriend and it’s normal to sleep with your boyfriend, even in the club’s back allay.
“Sorry Yunnie I had to meet someone”
Yunho raised his head and looked at Jaejoong’s apologetic face. He turned his head, breathed slowly and then opened his eyes. He was not going to embarrass his friend.
“It’s ok Joongie. Want a drink?” he bit the inside of his cheek to prevent himself from asking Jaejoong any questions regarding the identity of the man he was with.
“Yeah sure. Mmm, I’m going to the bathroom first okay?”
And Jaejoong ran away again. Yunho shut his eyes and opened them again. Donghae was looking at him worriedly.
“You’re a mess, and I didn’t even get drunk”
Yunho chuckled and the move made his heart clinched painfully.
“Was this the man you were talking about?”
The bartender asked shoving two drinks to the two friends. They looked at him with knitted eyebrows.
“Youngwoon, the one with the red shirt” He explained drying a glass in his hands.
“Youngwoon?” Yunho asked tilting his head.
“Yeah, if you want to bang him just pay him” The bartender chuckled.
Yunho was furious; he rose on his feet and grabbed the man by his collar.
“What the fuck are you talking about? Who do you think Jaejoong is, a fucking whore?”
The bartender’s hands flew to catch the hands on his collar.
“Take your hands off me” He tried to breath, but Yunho’s hands on his collar were tight, preventing air from reaching his lungs.
“Yunho, stop it” Donghae tried to stop Yunho. Other people were looking at the scene with interested eyes.
“Didn’t you hear what he said about Jaejoong?” Yunho spat angrily and tightened his hold on the man’s clothes.
“This -cough- is… his job” the man managed to say, his face was red from the lack of air.
Yunho’s hands softened and his eyes widened.
“What did you just say?” The man threw Yunho’s hands away and coughed violently. Another bartender offered him a glass of water and the other accepted it gratefully.
“If it’s that Youngwoon you were talking about, then I’m sorry to tell you that he is a whore, he gets money for sex. Now that you know, please leave this place before I call the cops” the other bartender said firmly helping his friend standing on his legs.
Yunho on the other side of the bar was dumbstruck. His eyes wide open, his mouth gaped and his breath hitched.
“Yunho?” Donghae called carefully. The look on Yunho’s face was of anger, confusion, hurt and disbelief. His eyes were wondering, moving up and down, to the right and left, as if searching for something. His head was moving with his eyes in synch.
Yunho felt like lightening had hit him. Was this true? Was this what Jaejoong was doing? No, it was impossible, there was no way in hell Jaejoong could do this. Jaejoong would never sell his body. He tried to remember and his memory was so vivid, so fresh.
The first time he saw him dancing, the revealing clothes, the submission when he hit on him and the fear in Jaejoong’s eyes when he saw him for the first time.
He remembered their lunch, Jaejoong’s words.
“I hate myself”
Why did he hate himself?
“Because I’m dirty”
Why did he feel dirty?
“I have to meet him. It’s for work”
Who was the man he met when we were together.
“Oh so good”
The man in the alley, a customer?
Yunho’s eyes went wide open; he held his breath and looked at Donghae. Realization downed on him and his hand flew to cover his mouth.
“Oh fuck”
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Jaejoong was about to go out of the house, but Junsu stopped him.
“Hyung!”
“Yes Su~ha?”
“I’m… I’m really sorry. I was a brat after my mom died” He said lowering his head.
“Oh honey its ok” Jaejoong smiled and hugged Junsu.
“I-I didn’t know how hard it was for you until I stayed at home. The power goes off often, the water as well and you are never home, always working. I can help” Junsu said holding Jaejoong’s arms.
“You don’t have to, just focus on your studies ok? You have to graduate first”
“But hyung…”
“No buts, I’m going out now ok? A man offered me a job with high salary”
“But you suffered for a whole year alone, I want to help”
“Junsu, I would never let you work, you have to focus on studying, you hear me. I don’t want you to worry about the money, I can get it”
“But…”
“I said no buts. You just have to study, do you understand me?”
“Yes” Junsu nodded and hugged Jaejoong. “Thank you hyung. I owe you my life”
“Don’t say that, we are brothers. I’ll be back as soon as I can okay?”
“Okay”
“Bye”
Jaejoong was happy that the old Junsu was back. Apparently, their mother’s death and the change in their living conditions had played a role in the fourteen years old teenager’s feelings. He smiled form the bottom of his heart for the first time since his mother’s death.
He then went to Mr. Kang mansion, the man from the bar who offered him money for work. He had agreed to visit the mansion the next day to see how big it was and how much time he was supposed to work there. Jaejoong’s eyes looked with amazement at the size of the mansion, it was huge from the outside, elegant in the inside. Mr. Kang was at the door, waiting for him. Jaejoong bowed and asked when he could start working.
“You can start tomorrow, let me take you in a tour around the house” Mr. Kang offered with a sweet smile.
“Thank you sir” Jaejoong nodded and smiled in return.
Mr. Kang took him around the house, showed him the rooms, the library and the living room. He walked him inside the mansion for one hour before taking him to the last room.
“And this is my room” He said pushing Jaejoong to get inside.
Jaejoong’s eyes roamed around the big room. The walls were a mix of gold and red, with lot of expensive painting. In the middle was a king-sized bed with velvet covers and red cushions. Jaejoong was in awe at the beauty and the luxury of the single room.
Suddenly the door was closed. Jaejoong turned his head and saw Mr. Kang leaning against the door with an evil smirk on his face.
“Mr. Kang?” Jaejoong stepped back, he didn’t like the look on the man’s face.
“Why did you close the door?” Jaejoong asked, Mr. Kang walked closer.
“Where are the maids, I didn’t see any?” Jaejoong stepped back while Mr. Kang walked closer.
Jaejoong’s back knees hit the bed and he fall on top of it. Realization hit him and he started panicking.
“Mr. Kang?” Jaejoong tried to escape, but Mr. Kang was faster. He straddled Jaejoong’s hips and pushed him on the bed. Jaejoong was strong but he was confused and scared and for some reason, he didn’t push the man away.
“Listen Jaejoong. I can give you money, right now, right here” The man breathed in Jaejoong’s ears.
“I…” Jaejoong tried to move but two hands held him in place.
“Do you want your brother to suffer? Do you want to live in debts? I can give you the money, to pay for the hospital…” He kissed Jaejoong’s neck.
Jaejoong shivered in disgust.
“For the house…” He kissed Jaejoong’s jaw. “For the school…” He kissed his cheek and Jaejoong closed his eyes.
“Just one night” He whispered in Jaejoong’s lips and then looked at him in the eyes.
“B-but I’ve never done this before” Jaejoong whispered, heart pounding in his chest. He couldn’t believe what was happening.
“That only doubles the price”
And that made Jaejoong’s stomach flip and he felt the need to throw up. Was he this desperate? Could he sell his body? But this was so dirty, so wrong and so disgusting.
“I can leave you now if you don’t want it” He said and sat beside Jaejoong.
Jaejoong took the opportunity and hopped on his feet and stormed to the door.
“I’m rich and powerful” the man’s voice made Jaejoong come to an abrupt halt. “I will make sure that you lose all your jobs, and no one hires you at all. Every creditor will run after you until you go to jail and your little brother will suffer, I’ll make sure of it”
Jaejoong’s eyes widened, he turned around and jumped on top of the man and put his hands on his neck without using any force.
“You can’t do this”
“Try me”
“You… are so disgusting” Jaejoong breathed biting his lips.
“And you are beautiful”
The man rose from the bed and kissed Jaejoong hard. Jaejoong couldn’t resist, the man’s threat ringing in his head. Tears flew from his eyes and seconds later he was thrown on the bed. His clothes were scattered and a naked body was pressed against his. He cried when the man’s hands roamed around his naked body. He cried harder when his head was pushed down and he was forced to take the man in his mouth. His cries were a pitch higher when a hard erection was pressed inside him.
The man liked his tears and rammed harder inside of him.
“Cry louder, you’re cries turn me on” The man breathed in his ears and minutes later he was releasing.
Jaejoong was left on the bed after, broken. He hugged the pillow under him and cried his heart out. His tears fell like the rain and his heart was smashed into pieces. He hated himself; he hated the feeling of being dirtied, fouled, and used.
“You are perfect” Mr. Kang stroked his hair and kissed his forehead.
Jaejoong looked up when the man gave him a piece of paper. Jaejoong took it with shaking hand. He winced when he tried to sit, but soon gathered his energy and sat on the bed and wrapped the sheets around his naked body. The paper was a check carrying a huge number. He looked at the man who was smiling at him devilishly.
“I told you I will lend you the money” Mr. Kang said stroking Jaejoong’s cheek. Jaejoong looked at the check and swallowed a sob. He bit his lips and lowered his head.
“Wear your clothes, I’m taking you home” the man said and Jaejoong nodded.
When they were in Jaejoong’s dirty neighborhood, the man leaned closer to Jaejoong, but the later flinched and stiffened. Mr. Kang chuckled and kissed Jaejoong’s cheek.
“When you need the money…” He shoved a card in Jaejoong’s pocket. “Call me”
Jaejoong nodded again and stepped out of the car. He went straight home, wishing to be dead instead of holding this shame.
“Hyung, you’re back, I made you lunch” Junsu shouted when he saw Jaejoong, but the later paid him no attention and stormed to the bathroom.
Jaejoong spend a long time in the shower, trying to wash away all traces of the man from his body. The pain he was feeling in his lower back made it worse. How could he forget? The water suddenly stopped, Jaejoong chuckled painfully. Of course, he didn’t pay the bills.
That day, he ate lunch with Junsu in silence. By night, the hospital bill was paid in full; the electricity and water bill were paid and for two months in advance and their fridge was full with food.
If Jaejoong hated the feeling of his body being violated, for the first time in a year, he felt relieved that he didn’t have to suffer from his debts.
And after two months, he was short with money. He thought about it once, twice and then when he was desperate again, he took the card, dialed the number and called Mr. Kang.
Little did he know that this would be permanent, and this would make his brother hate him like he never did before.
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