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i should have known
with a boy like you
your middle name is always
i'd always want you -rilo kiley
hrmmm so let's see. i have been throwing up all day. that sucks. i threw up last night at this off-campus party, it was really funny.
i've been doing some thinking lately (which is never good). i have yet to come to terms with what my year off is going to mean. i won't see certain people ever again. i dunno. the whole 'wasted possibility' really gets to me. to think that circumstance can come between two people. and all the other bullshit two people have to go through before they can just sit down and realize that they are happy. together.
now this isn't one of those 'omg i am going to die bitter and alone' posts that frequent my journal. i'm single, and i like it that way for now. it just makes me sad to know that this certain boy and myself will never, ever, be able to spoon. and that's all i really want. a chance, you know? that, and i would like to stop throwing up. there's nothing left in my stomach so the things i am throwing up haven't seen the light of day in a while, it's pretty gross.
with a boy like you
your middle name is always
i'd always want you -rilo kiley
hrmmm so let's see. i have been throwing up all day. that sucks. i threw up last night at this off-campus party, it was really funny.
i've been doing some thinking lately (which is never good). i have yet to come to terms with what my year off is going to mean. i won't see certain people ever again. i dunno. the whole 'wasted possibility' really gets to me. to think that circumstance can come between two people. and all the other bullshit two people have to go through before they can just sit down and realize that they are happy. together.
now this isn't one of those 'omg i am going to die bitter and alone' posts that frequent my journal. i'm single, and i like it that way for now. it just makes me sad to know that this certain boy and myself will never, ever, be able to spoon. and that's all i really want. a chance, you know? that, and i would like to stop throwing up. there's nothing left in my stomach so the things i am throwing up haven't seen the light of day in a while, it's pretty gross.