A long time ago, we used to be friends.

May 21, 2005 12:44


Maybe it's just me... or maybe something weird is really happening. And believe me, I hope it's just me. One by one my group of friends is falling apart. Some of them are just friends and others were my best friends. I don't think it;s necessary to not say their names since they know exactly what I'm talking about and decide to deny it anyway.

Annalise. The "new girl" who came to our school in late October and just happened to ride my bus. I didn't know from the beginning that she would become one of my best friends but sure enough, she did. She first started hanging out with people that are a little... weird per se. I befriended her (as did Lucy --> who already knew her) and we asked her to sit with us at lunch. We all became really tight. Especially Annalise, Me, Laura, and Baylee. Now everyone at Carmel knows about the damned social. Well we all had this thing that we were going to do - go out to dinner before the dance and arrive at the social together and then after the dance, all hang out at a party or something. Well she got invited to someone else's party and since then, she hasn't been acting the same. I still love her, but I miss the old Annalise. Instead of sitting with us at lunch and talking, she runs outside with her new best friends. She rarely calls me anymore when she used to call me so much that I was at the point of actually being annoyed. I would so much rather have it the way it used to be.

Laura. She's been my best friend for almost a year although we've known eachother for about two years. In the beginning of our friendship, we had no fights... nothing but good times. As our group got bigger, we drifted apart for a while but nevertheless became inseperable after that. She had a little lying problem which Baylee and I helped her with and that definetely strengthened our relationship. We were together almost every weekend and talked a ton during school. Then when Annalise switched to the other group, Laura told me how much she missed the old Annalise and how bad she wanted her to come back to us. She said she was sorry for ever acting like she was forgetting about me and some other girls in the group and said she would never do that. Then she did pretty much exactly what Annalise did. Except supposedly the people in that group don't like her according to some sources of mine but this isn't a page I'm using to start drama, so whatever - don't take this the wrong way... I have plenty of people that hate me too. Now we don't talk as much, she can never do anything when I ask, and I feel so... lonely? Yeah, I guess I could use that word.

And this is in no offense whatsoever to the girls that Annalise hangs out with. I love you all and you guys are great, too.

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